It's good that you've asked for help - I volentarily use mindsay mainly to try to help deal with depression+suicide. To be straight with you, I can't make any promises to make it instantly better, and I can't guarantee that I have answers, but I'll help as best I can for as long as you like + will watch your blog + provide perspectives and ways of coping that I found helpful when I felt like that. I do this to give some kind of meaning to my own life - by helping i can make mine into something worthwhile even if i can't make it happy - and I can make something good come out of my bad experiences. I can only help if you give me the chance to - you have nothing to lose really by sticking with me + i'll stick with you - I can give you my YIM screename if you wanna talk on yahoo

So, let's break down the issues so we can deal with them one at a time, point by point, - are you lonely? and/or are you afraid of an event coming up like an exam that you don't want to face?-or that you don't want to face a lifetime of things being as they are now? (because honestly they can change even if it's not obvious how + even if it seems impossible - something like getting fired from current job could lead you to a completely new situation in a new job). Do you know when these feelings all started + how? (for me it was losing my cat, who i loved, coupled with the homesickness of just moving out + the loneliness of never having had a gf (and I still haven't) + having just failed a driving test + feeling stuck at school)

Life's too precious to throw away or take the bad things to deep. You're young. live it. Enjoy it, if you bump into a problem, look for a solution, and take it in stride. Live with a heart don't let problems tear it apart. ^-^.

I think killing yourself isnt going to change anything. Do u even care about all the people u cud b hurting.... come on now just think about it. And the whole 8/8/08 thing is kinda weird if u were 2 do that (which i still think u shouldnt do) u wouldnt need 2 find an exact date! geez just please think about it!

i dont think i would be hurting anyone in my opinion i would be doing myself and them a fovor

hey hun...it's going to be ok.  right now it may look dark but you'll get through whatever is going on in your life.  Even if you don't feel it...people out there love and care for you.  I've been where you are...I am right there with the whole suicidal ideation but I know death won't fix anything.  If you want to talk I'm here for ya.  My email is kamakazeekim2000@yahoo.com I check it several times a day so you can always get a hold of me fairly quickly there. 

alrite well first of all bahamat is way too psychologisty just want to say that rite now

 

no one wants to have a stupid psychologist all in their buisness.

well at least i didnt...

 

if ya every wanna chat ill be here

good luck in the mean time

If you can help me improve I'd be happy to, because it could help me in what i try to do. I want to cover all bases, I'm not a very casual speaker (or can't be when I'm trying to be comprehensive), but I worry that if all I did was comfort them, I wouldn't tell them anything new or deal with the cause for good. I provide the option of looking into it, it's up to each one to decide, some will want different things, as in your case.