HOPE!    It's a powerful thing!

I can relate, thats why I put so much into the importance of Family with my children. I want them to value family as they grow and have their own families, but not detour away from the family they already have. As hard as it is for woman and men not able to have children, there are other options, and families still can be built. (My brother and sister in law have not been able to have kids, it's been going on 15 yrs, and they have been through alot of fertility procedures, but she refuses to adopt, and it saddens me, they still could have the family they want)

Also, don't underestimate God, He can do anything!

I have been reading your posts, and I would like to ask you a specific question.  Of course, you may not want to answer and that will be OK.  I'll still read your posts.  And I will pray for you.  Here is the question.  Is your primary problem one of a feeling of disconnection from people, of profound loneliness?