
You've taken one of the hardest stepts there is in life and that is asking for prayer. Few people ask for that here in a blog or on the internet or anyplace else for that matter. You have no need to go into specifics with the saints of God, you have requested us to lift you up in prayer. Being pulled in many direction at this time of your life is difficult an can cause us to become depressed and lonely feeling isolated from everyone and everything. I get a deep sense of hurt here and its been there for sometime. I'm glad to see you reach out to God whom is able to help in all things. There's a scripture in the OT that ask " Is there anything to hard for Go "? I certanly will keep you in prayer and will suggest several scriptures to read that will help to bring you comfort in the midnight hours and they are, PSA:23, 27 and 32. Read over these an see if they won't help you. i hope you stay in touch please. And if you like you can go to this url. http://www.studiovee.com you'll find me there under Bishop Frank A. Willett Ministries. I'm glad you reached out, help is available to everyone.
Peace, love and understanding