I haven't been on here in a very long time. And in that time I have changed a great deal.
I have found the absolute love of my life. But, I didn't know he was. He was always in my life. Always making me happy. Always helping me with any problems. But I turned him away when he told me he loved me... because I was immature and stupid. He was different. He didn't dress like everyone else, he didn't think like everyone else, he was his own person, but I didn't want that because I was afraid of what people would think. So, I told him he was like my little brother. And that's what he was for a few years. And then... I went to a movie with him and his friend. The movie turned out awful so we talked the whole time. And then I realized this boy was the one I'd been looking for and he was right here under my nose the entire time.
It will be six months on the 17th of this month. The longest and happiest relationship I've ever had. I may be young, 18, but I know that if everything works out the way we both want it to, he will be in my life forever. No matter what. And we'll be happy and have a wonderful life together.
This is the first relationship where I've never had any doubts. And I'm going to hold on to this for as long as I can, which if it were up to me, would be the rest of our lives.