Honestly, I know things change and such but I get really lonely.

 

I hate to admit that I am resisting what is, but sometimes it gets really lonely.

 

In this moment:

 

I miss my daughter and taking care of her.

 

I miss Gray. I miss calling him when I want to and going out with him to nice places. I miss laughing and cuddling and just plain being around him.

 

I wish I didn't but I do. I thought I had gotten used to it, but I haven't. People need people. How does one get used to being alone? You can only enjoy your own company so much. I am so happy my daughter is coming home next week. I will have someone to talk to, take care of, and look forward to coming home to. I miss her so much.

 

I miss him so much.  

 

 

 
   

 


 
 
eyesthefuture on
Re: Does honesty count for anything?
I totally understand your feelings  cyberhugs are nice but they just don't cut it many days.
olokun on
Re: Does honesty count for anything?
exactomundo! i know i should be cherishing this time. i may never get an opportunity like this again, but honestly ray what i am learning most of all is to cherish each moment you have with the people you love. 
graymatternotes on
Re: Does honesty count for anything?
miss you too plum
blueeyedtawni on
Re: Does honesty count for anything?
youdont  get comfortable being lonely  but you do get used to it till one day  something makes you stop and you realize all  you hear is silence....

its like a  part of you changes and you wait in the shadows  till one day  the  sunshine makes the shadows go away and you feel warm all over  from its  delisious rays..

hugs

 

olokun on
Re: Does honesty count for anything?
i thought i had gotten to that point but then things happen that knock the ground from under you and you realize what people are really for.

 

sometimes you just want to go where every body [somebody] knows your name. you know?

 

i am going to regroup and recharge. give to others what i feel i am lacking myself. do some volunteer work with youths something like that.

 

thank you so much for your kind words tawnie.


 
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