I Believed     by (aka)  nyourfacegrace

 

There is a grave deep and wide,The death of innocence lies inside

It's full of things I once believed ,Dreams of a child, so naive

Tales of faires in the night, Sneaking in before day light

A tooth for a dime and then to part ,Yes,I believed with all my heart

And Santa Claus knows everything,The stuff you'd like for him to bring

His watchful eyes, see all I do, You'd best beware he's watching you

To see if you've been bad or good ,And minded your folks like you should

Oh I believed right from the start ,Yes, I believed with all my heart

And there was god up in the sky, You'd go to see him when you die

His watchful eyes see all you do ,You'd best beware he's watching you

He hears the things you say and more ,Wait...have I heard this tale before?

Oh I believed right from the start, Yes, I believed with all my heart

But then one night I played the sleuth, To see the fairy take the tooth

But the hand under the pillow was mommas hand,It was so hard to understand

They always said I shouldn't lie, How could they ..I wondered why

To know the truth tore me apart , Cause I believed with all my heart

Then kids at school made fun of me,And said St Nick was make believe

I said "your wrong you just don't know,It's true ...my daddy told me so"

But when I asked he took a pause,Then said "there is no Santa Claus"

And to know he lied tore me apart, Cause I believed with all my heart

But the worst was yet to come you know, For though the bible told me so

I found it too was just a lie, There was no god up in the sky

The death of faith came that day, All my beliefs had gone away

And to know the truth tore me apart, Cause I believed with all my heart

Yes, I believed..with all my heart

 
   

 


 
 
doxologiaminor on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
That is really, really good! It's kind of sad. Brings back old memories of being a kid and learning the truth too. You write very well. I really enjoyed reading this poem! 
nyourfacegrace on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
Hummm....it is sad isn't it. I don't know why parents have to lie to their children.

Thanks for the reply...hope you having a great day!

doxologiaminor on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
You too! 
bonniegirl on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
I BELIEVE

I think it is sad, and yes its so true
That when your parents start lying to you
That one lie leads to so many more
And mistrust comes walking in at the door
"What do I believe, which word is true?
How, Mom and Dad, can I believe you?"
If a parent's consistent, the child will believe
All that they say and will also perceive
That when they say that Christ was born
In an animal's stable, so forlorn
That this king was willing to live as a man
Showing us that we also can
Live in this world but not be as such
That living His way is better by much
Yes, we can have the peace he will bring
In a chaotic world, passing understanding
When you choose to let him be Lord of your life
You will still have trouble but never have strife
For there will be no double mindedness
Just the joy he gives, and no stress
Because with Him you can do anything
He will fight for you, He's the Lord of the ring!

So, when everything to Him you've surrendered
Made him your Lord, and you have remembered
That yes;  in this world we will have trials
But that with them all he gives us a smile
He gives us faith, helps us to cope
Put in him our trust, our love and our hope
He banishes fear, prepares us a place
And when life is done, we'll see His face
Shining on us, He'll say "Well done
See? It was worth it to believe in my Son
Come into the place, afresh and anew
Here in the mansion, I've got just for you."

bonniegirl March 5, 2009



nyourfacegrace on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
Nice reply bonniegirlgirl...really enjoyed the fact you replied in rhyme...cool!

Of course, I disagree with you. I was Christian 34 years but have found the evidence to be much more against than in favor.

I believe Jesus was probably a great, spiritual man...but not god nor any more the son of god than you or I are. He never claimed to be god. But the jews desperatly needed messiah to come. Judaism was falling apart and selling out to the highest bidder. So Jesus the messiah was created "after" he died...not during his life time. Much easier to pass of that way...it was all hearsay.

But thats what I think and you have your own thoughts......and we may possibly both be wrong.

But , I do think if Christian parents want their kids to grow up and believe, they best be careful what they teach them when their young...it can backfire.

Thank you once again for your very "thoughtful" reply! Good luck in your journey!Peace. 

bonniegirl on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
And blessings to you; unfortunately it seems that you don't believe in the Holy Bible, in which he definitely declared that when you saw him, you saw the father, and it says God was manifest in the flesh, which could only have been in the body of Christ. But of course, since you do not see the Bible as a guidebook and the infallible word of God, there is no basis for argument.
Furthermore, I know he is God because I feel him in my and giving me peace every day I live..and just as his word also states: when I try to do things on my own and in my own strength, I fail miserably...perhaps because he has chosen me and definitely rewards those who serve him.

Thank you for the sweet compliment you gave my poem.

bonnie
chaps on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
"He never claimed to be god."

 

Actually He did claim to be God....

 

John 10:30  " I and the Father are One."

 

The Jews obviously concluded that he did claim to be God because in the next 2 verses they attempted to stone him for such a statement.

 

"But the jews desperatly needed messiah to come. Judaism was falling apart and selling out to the highest bidder."

 

Can you explain this statement as well? This is new to me.

 

 

nyourfacegrace on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
First of all in Genesis it says:

Gen 2:24 24": Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall'> cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.

Now my husband and I have been married a long time and we are still "two flesh". But we agaree as one. I absolutly believe that verse is saying that Jesus and God operated as one by most certainly not the same.

 

 There are many, many verses in which Jesus showed he and God were not the same:

Mat 5:16": Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
Mt: 5;45": That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.
MT. 16:17
 
Mt 18:35 35": So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses.

 
Mt.26:"39": And he went a little further, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.
If he were the father he would have no need to pray to the father.
 
Lk2:"49": And he said unto them, How is it that ye sought me? wist ye not that I must be about my Father's business? It was the fathers bussiness. If they were one it would be his bussiness also.
 
Mk 14:36  36": And he said, Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt.
If he were the father, could he not deliver his self?



John 8:28": Then said Jesus unto them, When ye have lifted up the Son of man, then shall ye know that I am he, and that I do nothing of myself; but as my Father hath taught me, I speak these things.
If Jesus were God he would have no need to be taught by God.
 
John 14:28"28": Ye have heard how I said unto you, I go away, and come again unto you. If ye loved me, ye would rejoice, because I said, I go unto the Father: for my Father is greater than I.
Once again, if jesus were God, he would be equal to him.

 

The priesthood was to be filled by the Levites but by the time of the Macabees it  was for sale to the highest bidder.

chaps on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
Good research and I know it is confusing. I understand the Trinity. But how do you wrestle with Jesus's statement, and the verses that state God came as man (Jesus), and the verses that reminds us that Jesus was sinless, he was without sin, only God is without sin correct? Jesus and God must have been one right?

nyourfacegrace on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
Thank you.

As you well know, the trinity is much older than Christianity, in fact it is found in very ancient pagan religions.

I believe that just as Rome absorbed pagan holidays to bring in the pagans, they also roped in the trinity and the virgin birth.

 

In my opinion, when it comes down to it one must have "faith" and a great deal of imagination to believe in the bible. Before I studied outside the bible , I had that "faith". But fact , reasoning and common sense took over. When I saw the multitude of evidence against it, I could no longer believe it.

 

If a new 3000 year old book pops up tomorrow claiming that "Bob, was the son of God and he had a plan for you and he was the true God"...would you believe it? Would you not demand proof if for no other reason than to discretdit it?

 

I can not prove there is no god any more than you can prove there is. But I do know one thing, if there is a God, he would be smart enough to reveal his self in a way that everyone could believe in..Jews were not wonderful holy people. Why do you think they claim to be chosen? Maybe for the same reasons thers claim to be chosen.

 

I trust if there is a god , it knows my heart and it also knows I was a Christian for a very long time and why I'm not today. Believe me, I did not let go easily. Thousands of prayers and tears went up to the heaven with no response.

 

Do you believe god helped  my neighbors get a new car but let my other neighbors 8 year old daughter be kidnapped, raped and beaten and left to die in a ditch? If god is watching all, did he see what happened to that little girl? If he hears all, did he hear her cries? If he knows all, did he know there was no one around for miles to help her?

If you had seen, heard, and knew would you have sat idly by?

 

I have no great powers and I know very little but I do know if I could have I would have stopped it even if it meant dying!!!! I refuse to believe in a God who would watch the horrors of the earth and ignore the cries! And for that matter, I refuse to believe in a God that would inflict thjat kind of anguish on others especially innocent babies (reference deuteronomy).

omgwtf on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
*sigh* I will hold my tongue, and say ZILCH - but I know you know what I'm not saying! Love ya Mom

nyourfacegrace on
Re: I believed...a poem by nyourfacegrace
Spell excuse all the "dropped letters" and a few added ones...sometimes I get ahead of myself and push reply before I proof read.

 


 
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