I havent been here for aaaggessss...
Sounds like you guys (People on my friends list) Are having a bit of a hard time of it...from 'weirdos'...Ignore ignore ignore.  They obviously have nothing better to do with their time!!...Anyways...

So...ALOT has happened..And its late over here now (well..its only 10.30..but I was working till 5am this morning...I have that weird 'eye flicking' thing...U must get that sometimes? Eye shudders...hehe..Or am I just strange?! hahaha

In Nudge world =
                               I finished with the Cutey about 3 weeks ago, I realised i wasnt ready for a relationship...Still not over Mr.X...Although I can proudly say I have not heard from or contacted him for 2 months! wow! Ive heard from different sources that he is now going out with a stripper and he's happy...Best of luck I say!

Ive been a bit of a whore for the last month....Slept with a couple of guys (Dont ask why..I still dont really know myself) But last night I nailed  the coffins closed ( Metaphorically speaking..I havent become a mass murderer..!)  Im Now  OFFICIALLY single...and that means no to - One night stands, drinks with men that i  arent my friends already, no taking of phone numbers, No DATING. I discussed with my sister that since i was 16 i have been in relationship with men in one way or another...So I thing this task is VERY challenging, But I think it needs to be done for my own sanity!

I lost 2 stone in weight...Yay...But ive managed to just eat a box of mini Oreos (U know over here, You can only get them in ONE shop!...And they cost a bomb! Ridiculous!)

I turned 25 last Friday...Had a nice birthday...Very relaxed, as ive not been drinking or smoking pot for a few weeks..Its the first birthday i can actally remember from start to finish in a good few years! hehehe

And....I start a new job on Saturday...Woohhooo! Its in  mobile phone shop...so no more Nightclub for me...Goodbye rubbish music...goodbye losing my weekends...goodbye me being a nightmare with men/temptation/drugs/ obsessing about the way I look.....Can only be a good thing eh?!

But...the question is...WHY AM I STILL NOT HAPPY?! .....Im officially mad.....its the only conclusion i can reach.      Love you guys!  Peace N Hugs   Nudge xxxx
 
   

 


 
 
wonderingsoul on
Re: ouch ouch ouch
Sounds like you've been having quite a time of it!  I did the whole single thing a while back....I've had some online romances that ended poorly, but other than that, no in person relationships.  It's nice to find yourself (though that will continue my whole life), but I haven't dated in so long that I'm afraid I won't remember how it goes, lol.  Taking a break from it isn't a bad thing though.  I'm still not happy either, but I'm not sure if that has anything to do with having a guy or not.  Happy Belated Birthday, and congrats and good luck in the new job!
nudgegirl on
Re: ouch ouch ouch
I feel i was always find more about myself that scares me...My reactions to things are changing more and more all the time...Its very odd.
You wont need to remember how to date when u meet the right person, You will just 'Be' and be happy. Your happiness is such an important thing, I hope you are keeping well. Thanks for the luck hunni. Peace, Nudge x

 
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