Day 3.....

Feeling ok actually...havent strayed at all...and drank 2 and half litres of water yesterday...and it wasnt even a struggle..I went to work and that was fine too...i know its going to get harder at some point...im just waiting for it..! I think saturday night is going to be the hardest. Im going out with Cutie and some of his friends and a couple of mine, going to a pub in the old town...and i cant drink..or do drugs (I thought id knock them on the head at the same time!) So..im on water...haha...that should be interesting!! hmmmmm! Oh well...I guess i'll try my best and think of the coolest new jeans i'll be able to fit in to!!!! Bumped in To X last night, he looked really awful..told him he looked like Simon Cowell, he looked really tired and angry. I didnt stop for our usual chitchat or arguement, I just said 'I hope things are going well and u are looking after yourself' and made my excuses and left. He text me straight after and said he 'i hate seeing you, it makes me realise that i miss you'   I delelted it and put it to the back of my mind, its getting easier and easier thankgod!! Nudge x