Don't you remember? We built this city on rock and roll.....

Things were looking up again today.
I had a moment of happiness that made me remember hope. I was at home for dinner with my parents. I always have such a good time with them. My mom and I laughing at my dad being silly. My dad and I playing show-me with our food at the dinner table while Mom is not looking... acting like children. Then right before I left my dad put a song on the record player that he used to play for me when I was a little girl and he'd dance around with me. The song was "We built this City" by Jefferson Starship. When I was little I thought it was sooooo cool that I knew all the world to a rock-and-roll song. And I still did. My dad and I danced around like we used to. It was fun.
Sad all the same though. I miss the innocence of childhood. I wonder how the price we pay for maturation became innocent fun.
Not going to ruin it....
I got a certain boy's phone number today from someone so that I might call him to ask him out. Hoping to break my relationship cycle.