Well I'm taking a couple hours off from studying and I'm really bored so I guess I'll just share whats on my mind.

I went to the grocery store after my finals today. I got a frozen CPK Pizza, a half gallon of skim milk, and a box of s'more poptarts. mmmm. Anyway, I proceeded to the check out where there was quite a line and I ended up waiting behind this older guy.... he looked like he was about 30. He asked me if those pizzas were good and I of course said yes. Then he said I could have th pop-tart for dessert, which WAS of course, my plan as well. I explained that I was just starting finals week and he asked me which finals I was taking.... and I was thinking, this small talk has taken a turn, he actually want to know these things, nor would he expect me to just tell him as if he'd know about them. Anyway... the small talk continued and it became clear that he was flirting with me. Anyway, he payed for his food and went his own way and I went mine. So why is it still on my mind. because strangers never just talk to me, nor do they flirt with me. I'm flattered really but he was clearly so much older than me and a little creepy. And then my mind took the route of "Maybe its just cuz older men are better, maybe I need to date OLDER men. Hmmmm

Okay next order of bussiness. The room mate. I am about to complain about her again and I admit my complaints might secretly be routed in jealousy but I still need to express myself.
So she spent the whole weekend at home getting help from her sister on her homework, papers and finals. Then last night the sister was here doing this project FOR her and keeping her focused and supporting her. Her mother even hand delivered her a new printer cartridge. The sister left a HUGE mess in the kitchen. The sick is FULL of dishes and the counters have stuff all over them and the table has craft supplies all over it. All these people will help her but no one cleans up after themselves?!?!?!? WTF is all I have to say.

Next! I ran into the guy I had the dream about last night and managed to set up a study session with him and some other class mates for tomorow. and then.... again i say AND THEN (with great enthusiasm) I saw Jason in the library and it turns out he and Matt Z are studying earlier in the day. He invited me to that and I invited him to mine so I shall be seeing both of them tomorow. Now the question is which one do I want or should I ask them both out in the name of playing the field. Decisions decisions.
 
   

 


 
 
living4it on
Re: Bordem Strikes
Um is Jason the one you told me about last night? Sounds like you'll get some good studying in but, and don't get mad at me for saying this, is it really necessary to ask them out just because you studied with them? Maybe they just genuinly needed to study.... I don't want to sound like i'm raining on your parade. But maybe instead of focusing on finding someone to ask out you should just focus on forming solid friendships with these new people. Maybe  asking them out will satisfy in the  meantime, but  wowing them with you as a friend first might be more beneficial in the long run  if not more genuine. Just a thought....I love you very much. I hope the rest of your week goes well!
notabandaid on
Re: Bordem Strikes
Jason is the one Matt thinks I should date, he'd the one spending the semester abroad in El Salvador and we are friends, though we've only know eachother this semester. The other one is Matt Gabriel and I've know him for a year. I appreciated the advice, but I'm not just asking them out becuase I'm studying with them, I'm asking them because I've wanted to for a while. The study session gives me a chance to do so before I have to wait untill next semester and HOPE I run into them. I know you're trying to help but I can't help but wonder why no one is encouraging me. Encouraging me not only to go for what I want, but to take a chance.
It's gotten really hard to feel good about myself when I get the feeling (not just with you but other friends as well) that people worry I'll scare these guys away. I know everyone's just trying to protect me but, it's not what I need. I'm SO tired of life HAPPENING to me, I want to make things happen instead.
wyomingsupastar on
Re: Bordem Strikes
For a girl that complains about never having a guy, you sure do have a lot of 'leads.' I think a lot of your roller coaster riding is due to inconsistency in your 'fun' time. Do you HAVE any fun time set aside through the week? through the day? I would recommend it. Do something that is fun for you every day, something to look forward to, for some people that may be driving their car, others, calling a friend, people like me, playing video games or watching a movie. Life's too short to do what everybody else wants you to all the time. When it all comes down to it at the end of the day, are you happy? why or why not? What do you need to do to 'be' happy or to 'stay' happy?

 

... this coming from an 'older' guy, not necessarily... old... yet

notabandaid on
Re: Bordem Strikes
I'm trying to find out or remember what I need to do to be happy. Somehow I lots it or have fogotten.
Maybe you're right about the finding something fun everyday...I need to do that but I get tired of doing these things alone ALL the time... ya know?
wyomingsupastar on
Re: Bordem Strikes
Trust me, it's been quite some time since I've been 'with' somebody as well. You'll understand that there are guys out there just like you, our genders are not all that dissimilar in a lot of ways. I find myself very lonely as of lately as well. Can't let a bad day keep you down, "Keep on Keepin' on!" "Life's a garden, DIG IT!" ha.
4yourhealth on
Re: Bordem Strikes
I noticed in your profile that your favorite actress is Mariska Hargitay. Did you know that she was in the car with her mom, Jane Mansfield, when she died in Mississippi?

 

notabandaid on
Re: Bordem Strikes
I did know her mom was Jane Mansfield, but I didn't know she was in the car when she died!!!!
4yourhealth on
Re: Bordem Strikes
My ex-husband was in the Navy when she sang at Gus Steven's Restaurant and Lounge that night in Biloxi, Mississippi and he was chosen to be her escort for the event.

He put her into her car and they left driving down Hwy. 90. The accident happened down the road about 40 miles.

I recently read the account on the Internet about her children being in the car with her.

I guess she picked them up at the motel after she performed.

It gets real foggy some nights driving on Hwy. 90 to New Orleans because it's right on the beachfront.

 

I lived in that area for 25 years.

 

notabandaid on
Re: Bordem Strikes
Wow.
4yourhealth on
Re: Bordem Strikes
I found this info here:

 

http://www.findadeath.com/Deceased/m/Mansfield/jayne_mansfield.htm

 

On the evening of June 28th, 1967, Jayne had a show in Biloxi Mississippi, in a club called the Gus Stevens Supper Club.  Death Hag Diane Culpepper sends us this advertisement for Jaynes show.  Excellent work, Diane!   Jayne was performing twice a night, at 9 and 11pm. Thanks to Diane, we have a recap of Jayne's last show. 

After her gig, she and her companion and attorney Sam Brody, and the three little Hargitays left in the 1966 Buick Electra (owned by Gus Stevens himself), driven by Ronnie Harrison, who was only 20 years old. Think he kept his eye on the road? Naw. The group was heading to New Orleans, so Jayne could do a television show the next day. Got to plug the act! It must have been very late when they went on their way.  The interview was to take place in the WDSU-TV studios.  When in New Orleans, Jayne had reservations at the Roosevelt Hotel, now the Fairmont.


 
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