Spiritual Awakening.........

The past few months have been kind of hellish for me for various reasons. I have pulled back from a great many things because I have had no desire to do anything, be around anyone, or even practice my spirituality. Then a few weeks ago I posted I have a pair of Screech owls on my property. Granted I said that usually owls don't have the best reputations and many cultures fear them. But like myclette said owls aren't evil as so many folks think. They are wise, all knowing, and are the eyes to our souls and usually mean change. Great change.

I am not exactly sure what Great Change is heading my way. I probably won't even know it until it is done and gone. That is usually how the Gods work. Anu and Macha are real good at these changes. Brigid has been appearing to me more and more lately as has Maeve. I have been working with Maeve since before we left OK. I have made great strides in what Maeve has been imparting to me. The main point that this lovely but sexy drama death Goddess has hammered into my head is to be happy with my body. And I don't mean with how it looks. I have never really had an issue with how I look. I may not be a stunning beauty but I am one hot MILF. What Maeve did for me is to remind me that I am a woman first and that my body changes with time and that it is OKAY! To embrace it. To take time for myself. Maeve appeared to me right after I pulled her card from the Goddess Healing deck and I am so happy that she made time for me.

I didn't tell anyone that Maeve has been working with me because so many in the Tuatha would have pointed out or went and researched that Maeve is quite the lil Bitch when provoked and her Goddess relatives and friends are just as blood thirsty as Maeve is when you mess with her or hers. So many don't realize that Maeve is the embodiment of a strong beutiful woman and embraces her sexuility and her body. This is and was exactly what I needed at the time I was dignoised with diabetes and having a hard time coming to terms that in this life I am a Mother before I am anything else and I needed to balance that with my needs instead of focusing on motherhood or woman hood.

As for Brigid appearing more and more to me, those conversations and workings are still confidential. But Brigid is the one that pointed out to me that it was time to move on with the Goddess Healing Deck. Maeve would always be there for me when I needed her but it was time to move on to the next Goddess and realize that just because some of the Goddesses may not be Irish or even another Celtic deity to either work with them or find their Celtic equvlant (sp?).

To celebrate and pay honor to Maeve my past few months dealings with Her, I am off to get my brows waxed and a manicure and pedicure. And once Randy is home we are going to have a romantic dinner with OUT the kids and give Maeve a lil late night show Smiley :D