Have you tryed to talk to him about how you feel about everything in general?  It might not change things, but it could be a starting point to try and fix things and get them to where you want them to be.

Yes, believe me I have tried.. Hes kind of a silent type, and he thinks about things so much that he ends up not talking at all. I guess thats another problem, hard to communicate anymore. ah well, thanks for the advice. I really just need to write something down about it I guess.

I hope things work out for you, relationships can be nothing but a headache sometimes.

Sounds to me as though you may have come to the end of your journey together. I take from your blog that you both may be in this because you dont want to hurt (financially or otherwise) the other. So on some level there are still feelings of concern which is a good thing, but perhaps you should come to some agreement on how to get out now before resentment starts to build.

 

Now on a totally different subject.... Toe shoes. Are they hard in the toe area, or made in some other way that allows you to stay up on your toes for all that time? I used to date a ballet dancer who gave it up because of injuries, but never thought to ask about the shoes.

Toe shoes - Hard all around. The are designed so that the hardest part circles your toes to about an inch up and then it supports your arch all the way up your foot. However, we wrap our toes in a number of different things to prevent rubbing and chaffing which causes a lot of blisters. The main part of the injuries is if you accidentally fall off point or you dont know how to properly get on point, or just from a lot of dancing. After you've danced a lot you really dont notice how much it hurts really.. its just a ton of fun.

Thanks for the information!! I hope your relationship issues are better.