My depression was so intense, so debilatating after the fudking [gogoogle it: I coind the word to identify and frame insane fascist neocons] Republicans stold the 2004 presidential election that by June 2005 I was living here Qingdao on the coast of China. I have only been back home in southeast Michigan once since, for the month of November 2006.

 

Sure, I still suffer from depression here but at least I can function and, to some degree, make some progress in my late life. However, each time I set a date to return to AUSPONA [gogoogleit] with an earnest intent to work against the destruction of my once great and beloved country, each time a debilitating depression overcomes me.

 

I have had to postpone and then cancel my intent and plans to return in May, June, July and at the end of August. Now I have resigned myself to not attempt a return until Spring of next year. Further, I am seriously considering that upon leaving China I might not return to AUSPONA. Canada, Cuba, Peru and Namibia in southwest Africa [it is a continent and not a country just as America is not a nation] are possible destinations for my relocation. 

 

Things are better here for me than they would be back home because of my ability to survive with only Social Security Disability payments and a small pension of $442 per month from GM. There is little doubt that the politics and government are oppressive here. Such is true as it is true also that I am eating toxic food here and breathing toxic air and drinking toxic water and beer [too, too much beer] here.

 

It is a better existence for me here simply because I made the conscious decision to be here; the oppression here was opted for and not inflicted on me. That makes all the difference.

 

I can and will deapart from here next year. I cannot escape the oppressive, insane, fudking tyranny of despotic Republicans and unelightened stupidly traitorus Democrats back there.

 

Sincerely in pursuit of happiness and freedom from fudking tyranny in AUSPONA,  David