I am gonna leave and I don't think I realize it yet.

I have not realized I am going to spend one year away from everything: my sister, my parents and my friends. they are not just buddies, now I know them for more than 10 years, we have spent each day together for 3 years now.

I will be alone in a unknow place with perfect strangers.

For the moment I do not fear, I do not think about it in fact.

I am in a nostalgic mood, I think I miss Kwamé a guy I 've met in Paris, that I saw back in Amsterdam. No in fact I only miss tenderness and love. And it will not come from him. I ve been dating lots of guys latley, I had lots of fun, but at the end the thing you miss in reality is not sex but love. It sounds too romantic for me. I am in really melancolic mood, a sweet sadness, le spleen, this sweet empty melody . Unable to think, realise I just feel a bit sad.

 
   

 


 
 
MakenZero on
Re: I'm gonna leave
How are you doing hunny?
nadja on
Re: I'm gonna leave

Hey hello!! thank you for asking!! I just see your message right now so I was very very very very very busy, i have not been on mindsay for ages !!!! Today is the last day of my work placement and I also had to leave my appartement so I had so many things to do at the same time this month it was going crazy! Today I gave back the key to the agency and i'll leave the city I were studying to go back to my parent's for all the summer:!! I am so happy about that, they live on the beach , so i'm very happy to be at last in holyday, even if i'll work in the restaurant!!
 Anyway I also went to the ambassy the gave me my visa and i'll leave for Cleveland on the 16th of August I m so exciting to meet you American!! Sometimes I am a bit worried because it is a jesuit institution and I am 100% atheist... I m exciting to see how is the life on campus, if it is hard work ,( I have been said it was really hard work), and if American guys are good looking !!!! Lol
What about you ? have you finished your study ?? Did you get your exams ?? what's going on in the life of the cutest American guy I have ever met ;-)
Nina
MakenZero on
Re: I'm gonna leave
haha you're so silly. I hope you enjoy your stay. Yeah I did finish my studies trying to get some other stuff done and all.  I'm baptist and I believe in God. I'm no where near perfect or anything, but he's done things for me that I couldn't have done. he's keeping me alive that kind of says something there. But anyways don't be too crazy in America now =P

 
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