Morning hours... And I'm still not resting. My mind is wandering in a million directions. There's something itching at my mind like a million claws. I can't seem to figure out what exactly it is though. I keep thinking "I'm too tough to cry," but the tears built in my eyes momentarily this afternoon... I just don't understand what's going on. The situation seems unexplainable. I wish I could figure out what's bothering me, and then maybe I could relax and enjoy things a little more... Maybe sleeping will help... So, I'll go try that. Good night mindsay.... er... Morning.