Ok so here I am at Jens...not going to school because 1. I was to tired this morning. 2. I didn't feel like putting up with everyones crap example: rumors...lies...stupid remarks... etc etc... Theres something wrong with my wrist. A bone is poping out and I can't put pressure on it but regardless, I'm still going to gymnastics on Friday evan if my wrist is falling off. This week has pretty much sucked. I'm super stressed and the only one who understands me is Sabrina. At least I have one person who does. I can consider myself lucky in that department of life. I can't evan imagine what I would be doing right now if I didn't have her to spill all my problems to...
so many thanks brina!!!* Anyways, It seems like everyone is trying to get the best of me everywhere I go. Like last night, I wont go into details but I had a really bad night. Not evan that it was my problem at all just that I don't like to see anyone done wrong and this problem has been going on for years! It has nothing to do with me just I can do someything about it so I'm going to.
It's not that I can't handle all this stuff...honest Ican. I've done it to many times before. Theres no need to lay down and die now. It's just I'm sick of having to put up with it. The saying "ahh...I'm ust to it." has become part of my daily life and noone should have to say their usto putting up with crap everyday. Which half of us do. I guess I'm just sick of fighting it and then it just comming back.