When I was 5 all I wanted was to live in the Kennedys mansion on the hill the house that cost over a million in 1991, I wanted to so bad to be rich I wanted to be the happy family. I was going to be a doctor and live there with my mum and my nana because hey I was doctor and no one could die!

Then somewhere along the lines I turn 15! Youre still a child and not ever close to being an adult, but yet you think you have the answers and everything is right. The only problems you have is school and being liked and the fact your still not a Kennedy you still live in you crappy little house you still have dreams but they have changed a little now you want long black hair you want to live in the city, you want to party and visit art galleries you dont want children and you want a big fancy wedding! Just like the Kennedys would have done for the children.

Then you turn 18 and yell hell now your and adult and if you didnt know everything then now you can drink and leave home and move out and live with your friends and the only dreams you have if not be hung over from work and the fact everyone else still thinks your cool and your still hot! Then you go clubbing and you get lost in the drugs the music and the mask of it all. You still want to be a Kennedy instead of a walker because then you wont have to work and you could party hard on daddies money!  the only thing different now is the house is an ugly 90s home and there children are so old and ugly, now you think thanks god Ill never be 30 and that the real Kennedy kids should brake away from the family business and get real jobs!

Then oh god you 20 which you think on god not a teen anymore you can be sent to war and got o jail, no one cares what you do, then there 21 its a party you get way to drunk at then along come 22 the age of no importances you still have done anything that makes you a hero, smart or important to the rest of the world.

Then after that you look back and think wow Im glad Im a Walker I glad I had the shitty parents that wouldnt let me do anything stupid, that you didnt become a doctor, an that you didnt become a Kennedy!

Youre happy to be old you, you look back and laugh at things that were so important to you like being hot and popular, you start to think you have it all you still think youre growing up, but its getting so much easier! Thank you to that Kennedy wannabe Im glad I never got the be!

Because now I think Ive been in that ugly 90s home which is still an ugly 90s home with its ugly 90s carpet, Ive lived in the city with long black hair, Ive been way to hot and knew it, Ive been lost in clubs and worried about being popular and what an amazing ride it was!

So hears to the new ride. In which doesnt look to bad, its not a roller coast or the giant slide! I think it maybe true you dont get what you want you get what you need!

 

 
   

 


 
 

 
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