headbutting
i am greatly disturbed by the WORLD CUP. very. and i mean it. VERY. if you're a good friend of mine, even if you're not my very good friend, you obviously know that nothing can stop me from thinking about jamie cullum. but. yes. but, the fact that italy won disturbs me greatly. yeah. i know that i cant do a thing about it but it just does not feel right. this is probably the only time when i actually buy the newpaper. i never buy the newpaper because its too tabloid-y and that the last time i actually bought the newpaper and i counted how many pages of proper news and how many pages of adverts there were... little news, and lotsa adverts esp. those sms thing. ok anyway, back to the topic. i have been buying the newpaper just to read bout zidane and his very impactful head butting incident. obviously and clearly, it was that bloody meterrazzi's problem and fault. everybody knows that zidane was said to be the playmaker of france and the inspiration and duh-ly, he would be out of his mind to do such a thing. there, causing me to ask "what was zidane thinking?!". yes. what in the world was he thinking. he's a great football player and to think that he ended his carerr horribly. ok i shall just come to the point. lip readers, expert lip readers claimed and evaluated what meterrazzi said and he said something close to this or probably even this...
called his sister a "prostitute"
"n****r" (a derogatory word to describe dark-skinned people)
"the son of a terrorist whore"
"just fuck off"
"hold on, wait, that one's not for a n****r like you"
yes. i do believe, for the first time, the newpaper. seriously, i believe it must have been a racist remark that made him react that way. and because my brother taped the game and i repeated the thing, that metarrazzi fucker clearly said something to zidane and zidane tried his best to control but lost it in the end. you tell me which fucker would not be offended if i insulted your parents/religion/race/originality/you. and you know what that metarrazzi can still say:
"no, its absolutely not true, i didnt call him a terrorist. i dont even know what it means. the whole world saw what happened"
even i know what a terrorist la. you dont come and talk cock to the whole wide world la. if i ask some kid on the street what terrorist is, he'll definitely would be to answer it perfectly. and obviously you didnt call him a terrorist, you called him "the son of a terrorist whore" in other words, calling his mother a terrorist. you cockhead. fucking metarrazzi. ask me for the video of the game. i'll show it to you. italians obviously used their dirty tactics to win the cup. which idiot would dare to come up to me and tell me that even if zidane was in the game, the italians would still win, must really be an idiot. more than an idiot in fact. i still cant believe that fact. but i'm partly relieved that i got it all out. zidane should have just whacked that fella hard and sent him to hospital. zidane, the inspiration and playmaker, i salute you. lol. i feel that fifa should investigate into this issue and have a re match with zidane in obviously. italians. pastamania shall suffer a loss in their business.
i wouldnt say that the french were very good but they played fairly. compared to the italians. and i salute the portugese and germans for having such great sportmanship. they are like celebrating. but the french are showing that glum face. but knowing that your best player got out because of a red card, obviously you would be devastated. and all the italians could do was to like...i have no idea how to describe...what? hypocritically console them and celebrate like wild dogs?! fuckers.
i felt like crying when zidane was sent off and when france lost. just watching/thinking of that scene makes me depressed once again. i have to learn to think of happy stuff and stop being depressed bout such stuff and sadistic and cynical. drinking jolly shandy does not work. i'm addicted to shandy like crazy. i'm too deprived of football and buying shandy at the age of 14.
wow. a long one on zidane and not on jamie. i know it must have been a break for everybody. lol.
i feel disturbed by the schoolwork. i feel disturbed that i just cant change my bad habits of being lazy. i feel very disturbed that i am probably able to only do well in only one test. i'm trying to be a good girl and do my work, no get distracted, save money and all. but no. its not that easy when there's jamie and football.
next, i feel very worried bout nbc. gold? for now, i dont think so. even if it is, a low one. when i played renegade on monday, i was thinking of the zidane issue.
i am getting insane with someone who sits besides me and keeps talking bout klose. i admit i talked bout jamie a whole lot. but i did not make a scrapbook of all the articles he appeared in or something. well, clarissa made one on klose.
i cant believe i missed the coldplay twisted logic tour and i still miss jamie. its just that world cup fever i'm suffering from that's distracting me from jamie. i still love jamie.
i miss watching world cup matches in the morning. i miss jamie cullum.
musicalfarts
blah blah
bloody italians, hot JERKS. more than jerks in fact.
