i made plans with travis for tonight, and didn't write it down anywhere, and tonight at 6:30pm i was working out (holy shit yeah!) in my pajamas when my phone went off - it was travis asking if i was still coming over.
in truly unlike me fashion, i got ready and headed over; the negative implication is that this might be a minor manic phase, because i'm usually much better about being aware of plans. i don't even remember the last time i forgot about social plans, because generally there is enough anxiety surrounding the concept that i've fixated on it.
all social interactions make me nervous. basically anything that involves leaving my house makes me nervous to some degree, and generally speaking, i have things planned out to an anal retentive degree lol