so i am moving from the only house i can remember...
and as i pack up every little nik nak i never knew i owned i am reminded of so much
like how mean i was to so many and how much i miss the good times we had with one and other...

i found the card from the first time a boyfriend told me loved me, and i truely beleived him
i couldnt bring myself to throw it away, i am so proud of him and the things he has done
i wish he knew that, and that i am happy for him and his girlfriend now,
and that a part of me will always love and think of him
i know he wont read this but i am so sorry Aaron.

i found old swim gear, and a piece of heart hurt, when i think of high school i cant think of it with out swimming
i remember being a freshmen wandering the crowded halls of Cooper and wonder who all these people were
and seeing the sweet swimmer wavign and saying see you later...
i know that there are no swimmers readign this but thank you for four Great years!

as i filled boxes with frames i noticed that i still had pictures to two infuental people in my life Laura, and Dayna
we had some of my fondest high school memories together in car rides and sleep overs...
i know that when our time came to travel on to you own woundering paths it wasnt done on a friendly note
and i am sorry for lettign that happen because no matter how we sepperated we had a great ride while it lasted

i unplugged my stereo and remember the trip to target with my dad to buy it...
it right before Ruthie had Sierra and they had moved in for a bit
he bought it to thank me for for helpign out with everything but it was
the first time i had ever looked into my fathers eyes and saw fear,
he was scared for my sister and so was i

that brings me to Sierra the most amazign 5 year old you will ever meet, bull headed and beutiful.
we had our first sleep over in the next room over and our first chirstmas here.
i hope she knows that she has to be my favorite preson in the world
i know that no matter what i do she will always look at me with those lovign eyes

I think my mother said it best no one could ever be a better
mother to sierra then my sister, i was so scared but she lives each day provign me wrong
she is more then okay, she has an amazing relationship with sierra
and shes an awesome sister, so thank you for proving me wrong you rock star!

on a less sappy note very boy i have ever really dated has been in here
i got got caught with a boy for the first time in this room
and cried every last tear for him when my heart was broken
but if my heart wont have been broke i wont know ant better to thank you

i met my soul mate in this house, Kate Borman, my Chinesse best friend :)
her growing prefetion, she doesnt even see for herself
the one girl i know will be there until the very end no matter how hard
i thank you for sticking next to me and behind me and infront of me when i need stopping i <3 u!

i found a old set of key to my old 1989 Audi 200 Turbo
the crazy trips around town we took in that car and the numerous times getting pulled over
not to mention the moth $1000 mechanines bill for all the fixing it needed
but i could have asked for a better first car and i miss it so...

i found boxes in my closet from girlscouts, my little vests, brown and green
i met an amazign girl who i know will go far if she could only see what i see is inside her dieing to jump out
Amber you have to be one of the most intelegent, well rounded people i have and will ever met
you can make a friend in a minute, i am not sure how and i wish i had the gift, but i hope
you see you greatness, and thank you, your inspirering, your mom must be so proud...

tens years ago i lost my first pet in this house the sweetest old thing Brandy
i was so mad at my parents the put him down and never asked me
i came home frm school and he was gone but
i know my parents didnt the right thing he was old and in pain

last summer i snuck out of my room for the first time
i remember dogding the motion light and settng it off and
running faster then forest gump, and that ligh twas find with more laughter the some many


i could go on for years but i do have school, i though ti should express how thankful i am to all the have made my stay here memerable, but with very store there is an end i hope we can make new memories at my new home. but i would liek you point out my observation as we grow up friendship isnt about the number of time you see them of the number of times you talk it is about beign able to call and say i need to talk or i need help... i am growign up and see that things are changing... so i am going to change with them...

this is to everyone who the changed my life beign in it THANK YOU!

525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear. 525,600 minutes - how do you measure,
measure a year? In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee. In
inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes - how do you
measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love. Seasons of
love.

525,600 minutes! 525,000 journeys to plan. 525,600 minutes - how can you measure
the life of a woman or man?

In truths that she learned, or in times that he cried. In bridges he burned, or
the way that she died.

It’s time now to sing out, tho the story never ends let's celebrate remember a year in the life of friends. Remember
the love! Remember the love! Remember
the love! Measure in love. Seasons of love! Seasons of love

 
   

 


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PUSSYPATTER on
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*rings doorbell* Just dropped in to say "Hi Boo!"

Hey Boo, this is just a spiritual thing with me, but have you walked from room to room touching the wall, rubbing the floors, looking at the ceiling, touching the windows, and telling them all thank you for the memories, and good bye? ♥ Wendy

monalissa on
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i will have to do that on the last day...
PUSSYPATTER on
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Hi Boo, Like I said before "It's a spiritual thing" so start doing it now.

That will make it easier for the house to accept the next occupant. ♥ Wendy

Ultlpfan on
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Hey I am so proud of you and all that you have accomplished.  You deserve to live in tranquility and to live with your best friend.  This blog is absolutly amazing, you put a lot of thought into and I know it makes you feel better.  I'm am positive that everything you said is straight from your heart and everyone greatly appreciates all that was said good or bad.  I even remember a few of those trips in the audi lol great times.  Again you deserve this new setting more then anyone I know, your life has been very very tough but you got through it.  Which proves you are one of the strongest people I know in the world.  I am extremely proud of you and wish you the best in this world.
monalissa on
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*tear * thank you that mean alot
Ultlpfan on
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You are ever so welcome and I hope you have all the best luck.  Oh and if you ever need anything, anything you were where I am. 
ruthierama on
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You are such an amazing guy Ben! Thanks for being there for Ali, you have always meant alot to her...


I remeber when she first told me about the cute boy she wanted to ask to Prom, I remember her wanting to kill me for reading your notes to her... 


Good memories.

Love,
Ruthie

Ultlpfan on
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Yea she has always meant a lot to me too and thanks for the compliment.  lol and the notes you and I both know secretly liked you reading them.  Yea those are some good memories and now she knows im here for her anytime.
ruthierama on
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*giggle*


You are so funny!  PS, Thanks for Helping Ali tomorrow... She is going to LOVE living elsewhere....  :-)

Ultlpfan on
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Yea thats why im helping her to get get out of that hell hole she is living in now.  And it should be fun .

ruthierama on
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She said you were a wonderful help!  It is good to see her smile, plus her apartment ROCKS, It is turning out so cute.


I got my wisdom teeth out last week, and I must say, it was NOT the WISEST disision I have ever made, hurt like a MO' Fo'.


You are a sweet guy, do not change that!


Later Gater!


R~

Ultlpfan on
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lol yea the wisdom teeth taking out SUCKS LIKE A BITCH!!!!!!!.  I got mine out the day after my birthday man that really sucked.  Yea I had some fun moving stuff and ruthie I think actually remembered me cause we were playing outside.  But yea overall it was fun and I am wonderful help cause of the GUNS!!!!!. lol anyways pce out.
ruthierama on
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I remembered you or Sierra did?  LoL
Ultlpfan on
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lol yea I meant sierra lol, man i think is was smoking something.  Ah no I wasn't but I think I was tired that day.
savvysteve on
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Hey hon
All of those memories that you are remembering aren't staying in the house forever. You are taking them with you because that is what life is all about, remembering the past but still creating the future as well. You are turning into such an independent young woman, never let yourself below that because i know you will find your happiness.
Love ya,
Jessie
monalissa on
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so deep from the girl with the drunken icon picture
curlygirly33 on
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Ali,
I'm so incredibly happy for you--congradulations!  You completely deserve it hun!  You will always have the memories you spoke of...just be sure to cherish every single one of them (good or bad) because life may or may not present you with another opportunity such as that again!  And I'm positive that you've learned something from each and every one of those memories and they are what has made you who you are today!  Again, I'm so happy for you and I can't begin to explain how proud I am of you--even if we haven't kept in touch or weren't extermely close...that doesn't change a thing!  Please know that I'm always here for you if you ever need anything!  You can call me anytime or send me an email or instant message!  Enjoy and live it up!  Always, Heather

monalissa on
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awww thanks
lovefox on
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oh my fucking shit.... you don't know how fucking bad I'm crying right now... please don't ever apoligize to me ... our past was our past this is now... and right now I feel like I have nothing and I don't want an apology from one of my closest friends. I'm so happy you work at Grand Rios with me because I get to see you  all the time.... I don't know what I'm feeling right now because today was so fucked up .... so I'm sorry this is short but I don't know where I'd be without you.
monalissa on
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awwww i love you and miss you deary
lovefox on
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i don't know .... I love you.... but missing me is not easy cauz im such a little bitch

monalissa on
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shut you
lovefox on
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I bet it's not too hard to miss me now huh

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