wow...same problems, many miles away....i miss you!!!!!!!

hunny.... Charlie was a blessing to my life... I took a chance on a boy that was still drinking and using and we made changes for eachother.... honestly and this is from my experience if i had a using boyfriend my life would be ten times worse than I see it now. It is a revelation to be sober and have someone sober and trustworthy and not have to worry about them going off to someone else or going to a party and doing something stupid... it's not you ali you are a beautiful person. Men don't understand shit. There aren't that many guys out there that are willing to make sacrifices.... when you find someone who IS... that's when you will know it's time.... that's when you know he's the one.... I was a lucky girl to find someone I'm deeply in love with. You always have me Ali... and dating someone at work is really not such a bad thing- *cough cough Mitchell Cough COUGH*. He's a "Deep" man and I saw him checking you out:o) open your mind to guys at work....don't feel like you're just gonna be "one of the conformed" if you do... because it's not the fact that you're dating a co-worker, it's the fact that you're dating someone you like and want to get to know better outside of work. And if you happen to take this chance ... and if he breaks your heart... I'll break his nuts..... I love you.... just remember though... all men (even Charlie no matter how much I love him) ... Lack any hint of common sense there ever is in the world. i'll probably see you at work within  the next two days if you work tuesday