my friend's in a very awful situation and we're all dealing with it in our own way.

i'm really very scared.

i had a sleepover with my bestfriend, and she and i had a 10 hour "venting session"

it was very soothing and relaxing. it helped a lot.

but the next day my other very good friend found himself in a shitload of trouble.

i don't know where he is, but i have a idea of what he's doing. and i'm pretty sure he's safe.

we're all very worried.

i think i'm getting a sinus infection, i haven't eaten in over 2 days, i've slept for 5 hours in the past 5 days.

i am losing my fucking mind.

please excuse my profound and offensive language.

it's hard not to explode when in a situation of this extreme.

i just thought i'd get this off of my chest.

tootles, and enjoy the rest of your evening.