grrrr im haveing troubles with the stupid mindsay picture thingy. It says that when i try to upload a picture that its not a picture. =(

    I think that im depressed or something cuz for the last few nights i have been crying myself tooo sleep. Yeah pretty pathethic, i know. The problem is that when i watch or read something sad i just start to cry. But then i start to think of all the screwed up things im my life, my moms crohn's disease, the loss of friends, and a whole bunch of other stupid stuff. AND then i just cant stop crying so i eventually fall asleep with a soaked pillow.

    But i know my life isnt as nearly bad as some peoples..... sooo im just a loser that doesnt appreciate anything right.

      >>>>>> I saw Bleach the first movie yesterday with my only trueish friend i have left. It was pretty sweet but it took forever to get the tickets cuzz im a lameo...