three blogs in one day never killed anybody

so i keep having flash backs from close to the end of senior year, and people who were supposedly my friends saying things like, "are you turning your back on us?" because i was going away to school.  (oh and for clarification, i'm talking about the ones i hung out with all the time senior year.  so that would equal katy, geoff, bryn, kari, and justin.  i'm not including nate because he doesnt leave me in the dust or get mad at me for retarded reasons).  these are the friends that used guilt trips to make me feel bad for hanging out with others, made wild accusations about who i date, and blamed me for everything that went wrong senior year.  ok, as ive stated a million and a half times, i did some pretty stupid shit senior year.  that resulted into loosing some really close friendships.  but these people that ranted about how valuable how friendships are really have a shitty way of showing it.  (ok, well justin's friendship is on a totally different level, and i'm kind of glad we dont speak any more).  ok, this rant of mine is going no where because i'm only supplying half of the reasons why i am so upset, and im not quite sure how to articulate them.  all i know is that people are really dumb sometimes, and are very hypocritical.  i just wish i would have realized this in high school and not lost other friendships or been able to make new ones...ack, life.  im so emo...