Crazy, I'm crazy for feelin' so lonely
I'm crazy, crazy for feelin' so blue
I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday, you'd leave me for somebody new

Worry, why do I let myself worry
Wonderin', what in the world did I do.

Oh crazy, for thinkin that my love could hold you,
I'm crazy for tryin and crazy for cryin,
And I'm crazy for lovin you

Crazy, for thinkin that my love could hold you,
I'm crazy for tryin and crazy for cryin,
And I'm crazy for lovin you.

***ok, so we all know who this is geared towards (well at least out of my regular readers).  It seems only fitting that my 100th blog be a blog letting go of something that has been the focal point of many of these.  Here I am turning over a new leaf, or tearing right through it :-).  I am done feeling crazy, done wondering, and done loving that specific someone.  Well, we all know love doesn't fly away that quickly but this is an active step in letting go and not allowing myself to ruminate over things that happened in the past. 

Geoff: since you have successfully avoided any face to face communication, when all I wanted to do was ask you why we stopped talking in the first place (because if I remember correctly you were the one accusing me of things you heard from Katy-cause she’s a reliable source *sketchy face*).  I want to wish you happiness in your new relationship.  I have strong memories of you wanting to date her for a really long time.  I’m glad it finally worked out for you. 

Becca: if you ever read this, know that even though we have not always seen eye to eye, or for that matter had opposing positions in certain things that happened in high school, I was never mad at you for any of it even though people claimed I was.  I was madder at my own decisions.  (ok, so that doesn’t really matter at all because I’m sure you are doing just fine without my two sense worth, I just want to get this off my chest)  I hope you and Geoff are happy together and let this be a record that I am not going to be a crazy ex-girlfriend trying to get him back.  He is all yours, so be good to one another.

This concludes blog number 100.  I am slowly falling out of love, even though I was "in" love with this person what seems to be forever ago.  I am also learning to love again, and am exceedingly happy with where life is leading!  Isn’t life glorious?  It is amazing how wonderful one can feel when you simply walk around with a smile on your face!  I hope you all find the love in your life, whether it is from family, friends, pets, or that special someone.  And "May God bless you and keep you, may His face shine upon you and be gracious, may He always be with you and grant you PEACE!"  (And all God's people said, "Ameeeen" and the devil said, "Bummer, dude" and the holy spirit said, *heavy breathing noise*) ****