things never change even when your older, how shitty is that? i mean i know exactly how you feel even though its just a guy who has a gf not that hes married but i see where you are coming from! and damn if its just an aweful feeling to have!!

I sent her an email today and my heart jumped when I saw that she replied.  I know she may think of me as a friend, at least that is what I am telling myself because she has not come out and made herself to be more than that, but that email may not be deleted for a long time.