Yeah I know, it's after midnight. The  thing is I really just can't decide what to blog about. I started blogging about my day and that just didn't work and then I was like oh well since it's blog week maybe I could blog about myself but that was even worse so here I am. I'm definitely starting to notice how strange it is to come home on the weekends (not the coming home part, that's pretty normal but just being here). The pantry was completely redone. My mom bought me a chicken enchilada the size of a shoebox because she thought I would eat it and my parents sat there for hours watching television, all gory crime shows. I know they're tired from work and maybe that's how they relax but honestly it was just really depressing. All I could think was "wow I hope my life doesn't come to that." I stayed in the room the whole time but on my laptop because I know they really miss me but I'm not sure how to spend time with them besides that. They didn't even really talk to each other or to me.
Oh the strange awkward stages of transitioning into adulthood....

I'm working tomorrow, hostessing actually. I'm glad I lost some weight so my pants aren't as tight because as un-confident as I am, and ladies you know what I'm talking about, you can tell when dirty old men are staring at your butt. I complain about my job on here a lot and I'm extremely lucky that I have one, especially one that will work with me with school but it takes every bit of will power I have to step foot in that place.


 Also, RIP my dear strawberry plant, I'm glad you fed the squirrels all summer and gave me something to use my camera on.
 
   

 


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loveisforever52 on
Re: Reunion Day 6!
So I just wanted to say that I am in the same boat with the whole job situation! It takes every little thing in me just to go in to work. I've been lucky to be able to take advantage of the fact that I can go in late if I don't get caught and I can leave early if I don't get caught. lol So far so good! I wouldn't do it if it wasn't for the fact that I stand on my feet 10 hours a day and get rejected by over 400 people daily with only the pay of $8 an hour AND if I actually had something productive to do!

 

But anyways, I noticed how you said "wow I hope my life doesn't come to that." when you were talkin about your parents, and all I have to say is that if you don't want your life to come to that, then you have every power and every chance to make that not happen! I've made it a major goal to not have my future family turn out the way my family did. So far it's goin good. Just keep that in mind. You can make it happen!

 

I love you and I miss you!

melissadotgif on
Re: Reunion Day 6!
awh Brandi you always make me feel better I'm sorry about your shitty job Hopefully you will get to move on to something better soon! I miss you too! I hope Charlotte is treating you well
loveisforever52 on
Re: Reunion Day 6!:
Glad I can help. Yeah, I applied for a job at the actualy Costco so hopefully I'll get that! It'll pay more than the one I have now. Charlotte is too expensive so it's actually treating us bad in that sense..lol But other than that its ok! I'm not too fond of city-ness. lol I'm more of a country girl. I miss seeing trees and grass and NATURE!

 
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