Pain

there is no pain that cuts deeper than love

he was right you know

who you are is of no concequence

but he was right

i was misguided

more fool him than me though

id love to be a fly on the wall

what is love

love is lust with more of an emotional attachment

they will all realise

one day after the explosion

after the dust settles

they will realise that i was right

i predicted this

actualy i know this

i know it will end badly

ive always known

but when all is said and done

death is the way

death has always been the way

but for me

for me death holds more pain than realese

i have commited horrific crimes

and in death

all your crimes are paid for in some form of pain

i doubt i could cope

i dont know how im coping now

but i am

and i must thank her

she has great tast is music

music for a fucked up life

i will always love her

she believes that unrequited love is pathetic

so do i

so what does that mean for me

such is the curse of my existance

i will always be here to burry the ones i love

and to pick up the peices

but i am never to be happy

as to why

its my punishment

 

I Love you DE and that will never change

but still i cant help feeling like this was just a mind fuck to get back at him

i know we had something

and that will always be there

i hope you realise it b4 it is too late

 

shad