So the date last night was great in my opinion. He picked me up and we went to a great sushi place for dinner. Lots of conversation and laughing. We went to play pool after that and he won 2 of the 3 games (I won one game fair and square - he definitely didn't let me win) and he drove me home - it took a bit longer than usual cos of the snow and the fact that he had to drive at 20 km/h. Nice goodnight kiss at the end and I had a great time.

Now today.

I'm second-guessing myself and thinking that I mis-read things, even though I technically don't think I did. No plans were made for a second date and I doubt I'll hear from him today, yet I've turned into a self-torture, second-guessing machine. I'm wondering whether I imagined the good time and whether he drove home thinking "well, thank goodness that's over cos I never want to see her again".

Arrrggghhh.

/end rant.
 
   

 


 
 
nimbo on
Re: Self-torture
Yeah. I do stuff like that, too.

I think it probably means that you really like him.
mandyt on
Re: Self-torture
It sucks though.
I liked feeling a little distant from it all. This actual interest thing is a little annoying.

Let's see if this goes anywhere. Gah.
nimbo on
Re: Self-torture
I know exactly how you feel. I hate it when I'm infatuated.
myclette on
Re: Self-torture
Ugh! I totally remember doing this!

 

Man, I hated dating! 

mandyt on
Re: Self-torture
I'm driving myself insane right now and I think I need to breathe and move on.

Question though: a kiss at the end of the night is a good sign, right???

myclette on
Re: Self-torture
Yes. I would think so.
mandyt on
Re: Self-torture
That was my thought but then my roomie said that she thought that a kiss at the end of the night was standard whether the date was good or bad, so now I wonder. Gah. I hate wondering.
myclette on
Re: Self-torture
It could have been the dismissive, platonic hug or worse the handshake.  I think a kiss  (with tongue) is a good sign.
six24 on
Re: Self-torture
Happy Birthday! =D

 
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