Confessions and regrets

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machinerage

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relationships

people

obnoxious

move on

I have to say, I have always been sort of an ass, people seemed to always look up to me and seemed to expect me to lead and make all the decisions etc. I think I started taking a lot of the people in my life for granted. Relationships came easy, and went easy. I felt like no one I knew was as smart as me.

Now, I find I am not getting much attention from anyone anymore, guess I am getting what I deserved. No one is calling, people are avoiding me. I guess, I don't care, maybe it just means it is time from me to move on, move somewhere else and start another life, I am not sure.

I don't want any sympathy, I know what I have to do, just have to not be obnoxious and self-centered anymore. I just felt like I needed to come clean, that is all.

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iliketiedye on

Re: Confessions and regrets

Well, sometimes "coming clean" is the best way to start.

Peace. J.

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machinerage on

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Yeah, well in real life I feel like I have to act in a certain manor, people expect a lot from me, and I am starting to have a hard time, wish I could break down and cry for once.

I am here so so I can show a side of me I feel I have to hide in my real life, a softer, more gentle side.

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iliketiedye on

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Well, feel free to cut loose and cry in here ..... its safe, and a lot of good support around.

Hope this works for you as well as it has for a lot of us here.

Peace. J.

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machinerage on

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Thank you