So now Will Chapman has a crush on Devon.
Fuckin sweet. That's just so great. I love everything about that. He's so cool, and could totally handle her. SO much better than Evan. And of course she's ready for another relationship! That wouldn't be a slap in the face to Evan or anything! Oh no! Not at all!
And of course she would want to date him again! Its not like he already fucked her over and broker her heart last year or anything.
Yeah. Right.
Having some pretty serious issues with my stupid dick being such a stupid 15 year old boys dick right now.
Every time I brush past some stunning girl in the hallway a cascade of fantasies explodes into my brain. What the fuck. This better not happen my whole damn life.
I've recently noticed that I stopped caring what people thought or did dramatically in the last few months. At first I thought I was just being self righteous when I thought about not caring, but then It didn't go away. I like it thought. It allows for a lot more freedom in my actions and words.
I think the actual reason I don't care about the looks I get in science class anymore is how I had to train myself to not be upset by Sofi. I am no longer upset by Sofi. I love Sofi. I may have even gotten over hating Sofi while I love her. The other reason is that the looks I get in science are from people who suck so bad.
I know people suck at Casco too, but sweet mother of god I need to switch to that school. If I hear Joel DiPietrio ask a question Mr. Smart just answered ever again I'm just going to walk out of that stupid classroom. And if that bitch Mrs. Cody ever laughs in my face again because I don't know the Spanish vocab she hasn't taught me ever again, Ill walk out of that stupid classroom.
