This is what I want the most. This what I've always wanted, but now it's a stronger feeling, cuz I've never actually had it before. This is what I ask for at night.

 

I want a best friend. I want someone who wants what I want. That approves of everything I do. Someone who likes what I like and says my thoughts while they're still growing in my head. I want them to walk like me, talk like me, laugh with me, and cry with me. Someone who can't stand to be away from me and has to talk to me every day. I want a best friend who I can trust. I just want to meet somebody exactly like me. Who's always there for me. Show up together, leave together. She is me. But where is she?

 
   

 


 
 
magicengineer on
Re: I want...
Does she have to be a 'she'?

And you don't have a best friend? While I find that hard to believe, why do you think that is?
luvlynn on
Re: I want...
She has to be a she.

 

No. I have a lot of friends. I have A LOT of friends. Actually I'm going to take that back, I have A LOT of acquaintances. I do not trust people, and I close myself off from people. I know many who call me their best friend, and I would say I'm very close to them, also. But I do not have a best friend, honestly.

 

I'm going to say that I don't have one, cuz 1. no one around here is like me 2. I don't give people the chance to get close to me and 4. I get bored with people very easily.

luvlynn on
Re: I want...
Apparently I skipped 3.

3. I'm outspoken =P

magicengineer on
Re: I want...
Hmm. Would you say that I am boring? Be honest. I know we're just online acquaintances.
luvlynn on
Re: I want...
Honestly, I'm a mean person when it comes to judging someone else. But I can't say I know you enough to say you're boring or exciting. I don't know what you do in your spare time, or what you do when you're out with friends, or if you even go out for that matter. :/
magicengineer on
Re: I want...
Just based on what you have read, and our limited conversations. I guess I could broaden the question and say, what is your impression of me?

I do go out, btw, just not as often as I used to. =)
luvlynn on
Re: I want...
Okay, better question.

 

You actually remind me of a father figure. Haha I'm not trying to call you my dad, I'm just saying everyone has those friends that look out for other people and give advice even when it's not asked. You're one of them =]

magicengineer on
Re: I want...
EeEEEEeeee! I'm OLD!!!

Oh wait, no I'm not - I just look it. LOL

 

It's actually interesting how I've evolved into that here on Mindsay. Though friends ask me my opinion all the time, it seems rather.. focused... here. No biggie. I just want to help if I can. And meet people along the way, as well as vent my own frustrations or get things down on paper where they might do me some good later on.

 

I just want to go on record to hope that I never get boring with you, and that one day I might be one of the few that you can trust. Time will tell! Thank you, btw!

luvlynn on
Re: I want...
I doubt you will ever get boring to me. I also hope you become someone I trust. =]
lauralemon on
Re: I want...
It'll happen.  She's out there.  But I don't think it's a bad thing that you're so careful with who you let around you.
luvlynn on
Re: I want...
I know, but it's hard to have fun, when the people around you aren't.
lauralemon on
Re: I want...
Oh, from what I've read on your little blog, you're having fun, all right.
luvlynn on
Re: I want...
Haha, thanks. I guess I expect too much?
doxologiaminor on
Re: I want...
I often feel that way too. It's frustrated, yeah?
luvlynn on
Re: I want...
Definitely.


 
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