Odds are that I will never know what exactly is wrong with me. But I keep looking as if one day it's going to hit me in the face...It seems like no matter what method of treatment I try, it just doesn't work. I'm pretty sure I'm some sort of genetic black-sheep...I get all the bad genes. It's like when ugly people have cute kids, and sexy people have ugly kids. I'm just nature's way of saying "fuck you."
All I want is a relatively normal, healthy life...but of course mother nature must have had the runs when I was made. I'm a scatological freak of nature. :(
damnit >__<
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