I am going to turn her life around.

If I don't succeed it's not either of our failures...it's just what is.

I have faith that she can change.

I feel like no one has EVER offered her their own heart to help.

I know the same exact feeling....

It's the feeling like you can't go to anyone because no one will really listen or care...

It's the feeling like you want to die but can't go through with it.

It's the feeling that you look at everyone and think "why is their life so wonderful but mine is shit?"

We need to step out.

We need to look at ourselves.

What are WE doing wrong vs. what we think we ARE NOT doing wrong.

Surprisingly enough, when you notice someone is down 90% of the people who notice don't actually say anything about it or try to help................

Why is that??

I don't know.

When someone is crying out without saying anything- THEY HAVE A BOOK TO WRITE WITH THEIR THOUGHTS!!!!!

I wish I would of known Alla's story before it was too late. I don't know if anyone had known.

I knew her story beforehand.

I knew she was trying to spend her money on other things other then drugs.

I knew she wanted help but no one listened.

I knew even if someone HAD listened she would have made the same decision.

It's not going to happen again.