I don't know what to think right now. Last night the other guy showed up at my house, no call, no email he just showed up. I told him he can't just show up unannounced- what if my bf was there. I should have told him to go but I didn't. He stayed an hour and we fooled around some more. He again reiterated that he doesn't want to date me. I don't know why he keeps telling me this because I am not going to leave my boyfriend for him anyway.
The issue I am struggling now is that I want to tell him I shouldn't see him again but I'm afraid he'll somehow tell my bf and that can't happen. Or I have the one time with him and tell him it's over. I just don't know what he'll do either way. I don't want to lose my relationship. God I really fucked things up royally.
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