Even though my emotions seem to change by the hour- one thing I know is true. I love my boyfriend but I'm not "in love" with him. He's wonderful and treats me better than anyone I've ever been with. I enjoy talking to him and we always have a good time. But I feel something is missing. I don't know if I need a break or should just break it off. I don't want to date again- I'm too old. All the men now are either divorced, permanent playboys and/or have kids and I don't want any part of that. I just feel like I'm going through with the motions but lacking. I just don't know what to do anymore because he is such an important person in my life, without him I would feel lost and alone. Am I just fooling myself?
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