Sorry, I must have experienced a mighty vestige of lunacy previously. I need to regain my sanity, urgently. No longer can I let this go on; I need to remind myself of some things that matter.
Yes, depression. Of all things I get depressed over -the oddest would be getting depressed over depression; my sudden lack of control. If I do not stop this, I would probably end up like Edgar Alan Poe, whoose literary works are exemplary by the way.
Calmer now, but I wonder if my sanity has transcended my mind.
depressed
