I Can't Sleep.

I got a letter from the bank today saying that my checking account is roughly $640 in the red. There MUST be some mistake. I have definitely NOT spent that kind of money. I wish... but I haven't. I shouldn't worry about it until in the morning. But still... $640!!! That's a lot of money. I really hope someone didn't hack into my account. I shudder to think...

I'm had some confusion on when the last day of school is. I read a syllabus for one of my classes ages ago it said the final exam would be 4/24. For weeks it was stuck in my head. But last week in my history class I consulted my syllabus to see when a report was due and it said the final exam would be on 4/30. So, then I assumed that was the last day of school for both. I was so wrong. I showed up for the first class today and to my horror had to take the FINAL EXAM!!! I didn't study one word of any of that stuff. Most of the stuff on the exam wasn't even talked about in class. Argh. It was difficult. If I fail, I fail. Thankfully my history exam really IS on next Thursday. I'll be a little more prepared for it. Hopefully. But seriously, could  I be any more scatter-brained?

Today my Aunt Debbie called me (dad's sister) to let me know that my grandpa in the nursing home has taken a turn for the worse. The bastard Alzheimer's disease has progressed rapidly in the past few weeks. Now he's turned violent. The nursing home has him in the psych ward strapped to his bed and medically sedated. He doesn't know anyone. I feel very guilty for not going to see him some of the times I've been back in Indiana... I just couldn't bear to hear him ramble off in Cherokee and ask wheat time my dad was getting off work. Regardless, there is no excuse for me... The last I saw him was on Christmas Eve and he showered me with approval. My family said it was th sanest he'd been in months. I'm glad I got to witness it. I can't deny it. This really... disturbs me. I don't know... There's nothing really to say about it...

And dear Zeus my back hurts. My leg is numb. I'm full of complaints, huh?

I think I'll just snuggle up here on the couch and play the great 'ol Civilization II to take my mind off things until I get sleepy.