I am sorry you had to discover that horibile news. It truly hurts me to know you are hurting. All we have is God to comfort us and he will, the best we can do as humans is to forgive, forgive your father and turn him over to God. By forgiving him you become better than him. Over him in a way with love he may never experience in his life.

 

He will face God and he will answer as we all will for what we have done with our lives. His result may not be too pleasant. Your result can be glorious if you accept Christ into your life and let him fill the confusion and hurt with his love. He loves you very, very much and he has a wonderful life ahead for you I promise you that. And he will fill you up with a love you may have never known. He will do it if you ask him too. He did it for me and I endured abuse as a child as well.

 

I'll be praying for you,

 

Chaps

wow. did you know about this? remember it or did you just find out?

Hey, that is horrible. But calling him a satanist is unfair. Do you even know what that means? What do you mean by that?

What is a "Satanist"?  Are they good beings undeserving of horrible things being said about them?  I do not know what they are.     What are they?

Never said that, but I am curious as to why you called these people Satanists. You shouldn't use words you don't know the meaning of. I mean, I know it makes you look so intelligent...

Yup; I still do not know what a SATANIST" is.  You are "curious as to why" I called which people Satanists?  Huh?  I would like you to explain why it is "unfair" of LINZSEZHI to call her father, an evil being, a Satanist?   That's all.

 

I sought enlightenment from you.  I told you I did not know the meaning and I was seeking edification from you.  How was I to do that without using the word I need enlightenment on? Huh?

 

David

You used the word first in your post, is what I mean.

I'm not saying your father is not evil or whatever, I'm just saying to call him a word you don't know the meaning of is unfair.

Just forget it. I'm sorry for what happened to you, it really is terrible. There's nothing I can say to make it better because it is just horrible. I don't know what it's like, and I hope you can heal from this some day.

A Satanist does not molest children.

I never called my father as Satanist!  I never did!  I have called him, Herman M. Schmidt, a low-life, evil, rotten, no good, despicable son-of-a-bitch for the evil he perpetrated in his lifetime including the rape of his daughter, my little sister. Never called him a Satanist. I don't know the meaning of the word. Still don't know.

 

LINZSESHI called her father a Satanist.  Then you told her that she should not do that.   Then I stated that I did not know why she should not call him a Satanist.  "What is a Satanist?" was my question posed to you.    Correct?   

 

You still have not proffered to enlighten me as to what a Satanist is from your perspective or astuteness.

 

So, for me, my question to you has gone unanswered.      What is a Satanist?

 

That's the gist of it as I see it.

 

Sincerely in pursuit happiness and freedom from fudking retrograde tyranny of any stripe in AUSPONA,

 

Mr. David Tecumseh Schmidt, MSW '82  University of Michigan  Tecumseh High School '59   

Why do I feel I am talking to two different people, here?

???

Satanists are hard to define. http://www.feastofhateandfear.com/archives/lavey.html this might help, if you are really interested.

Sorry. I am wondering why you replied to my comment. I got confused and thought you were the person I intended this comment to be for. My mistake.

If you really want to know what a satanist is, why don't you go do some research?

I haven't been sleeping well and I'm sorry for all the misunderstanding. 

My father, Herman M. Schmidt of Tecumseh, Michigan, long since dead had ten children and hated everyone of us. He professed love for the only daughter he had whom he would eventually rape when she was around 14 or 15. My early life, or even most of it is a fog. I cannot recall a lot of stuff. However, there is little doubt in my mind that my brothers and I were sexually molested by him inclusive of forceful oral sex. I believe this is true. I don't know that it is but I strongly believe it is true.

 

I do know that at an early age, maybe four or five, I knew that I did not like him and that I should not trust him.

 

After his death, not immediately after however, I was able to bring myself to ask my mother "Did he keep fathering children until he had one he could fuck?" My sister was the ninth to be born. My mother did not or could not deny that my insinuation was true.

 

At age 67 now I never married because I told myself that "I never wanted to do what my father did."  That despicable, rotten son-of-a-bitch, Herman M. Schmidt, buried in Lenawee Hills Memorial Cemetery at the intersection of M50 and M52 in Lenawee County, Michigan.

 

Long after his death I went to his grave and shot that despicable, dirty, no-good rotten son-of-a-bitch, Herman M. Schmidt.

 

It was cleansing for me to do that, to shoot him three or four times. Soon after I was able to become somewhat grounded and head in the direction of normalcy and some semblance of sanity and stability.

 

Sincerely in pursuit of happiness,

 

Mr. David Tecumseh Schmidt

"It sucks when you find out something horrible about you."  -linZsezhi

 

There is nothing horrible about you! NOTHING!  Clear that thought out of your head.  Get rid of that false concept.  It is not correct for you to view what happened to you as being you!

 

David