Okay, so I've been absent. A long time. I know.

Ever since I broke my shoulder, there has been significant change occurring. When the shoulder didn't progress in healing, the series of unfortunate incidents continued as my ability to work and function normally were impacted. Shortly after New Year 2007 I found myself a proud recipient of social assistance, dealing with a system of ineptitude and callousness acidic enough to clean the rust off the Titanic. Getting through these gatekeepers was the toughest ordeal.

Once through, I found more support and encouragement than I'd hoped for. Due to the injury and mental state, I was told I had a "Free Pass" till the fall before I had to worry about finding work. Right... who can afford to live on $600/month? I declined and said I needed to start taking immediate steps to begin the healing process. I knew this was integral to my mental and emotional well-being. And there had to be limits and safeguards in place. It was.

Engaging in pursuits down various avenues after reaching that space of not-caring, and not-desiring anymore, I decided to embark upon each day without any preconceived notion of what opportunity might look like. I began saying Yes to a few things that showed up, and No to some others that looked too much like the dumb-ass traps I fell into before. Toughed it out, found myself employed full-time - much to my chagrin. I had only wanted a max of 30-hours per week in order to keep my own business going. This might still be the case, at even 50+ hours per week, I'm discovering.

I think I've shown you some of the stuff I've done recently. I'll offer up a little menu of variety here:

So What? Turn around and go this way

How?

Life | A Steep Climb

Trust: Whose Got My Back? | Teams & Leaders | Empower Requires Safety

Watch What I Say? Watch What You Hear!

Valerie Arntzen, Assemblage Artist

Civic Commentary Pieces

Mount Pleasant and City of Vancouver Community Events

The Mount Pleasant stuff is rather interesting. There exist a variety of initiatives launched by the City of Vancouver and little grass-roots organization in Vancouver's highly transient community. These initiatives are trying to change all that.

Here's what I was gifted with to further the cause for the Mount Pleasant community: The Mount Pleasant Heritage. The pages aren't properly organized yet, as there are significant changes occurring with the software managing the site. Here's a bit more to gawk at: Historic Mount Pleasant

And of course, there are a lot of other things happening related to the sites and businesses responsible for their creation that keep me even more busy. Including developing a fantastic software application that is ... well... that'll take too much to explain right now.

My social calendar has picked up significantly as well these past few months. I'm grateful for the changes, long overdue. Now I'm working more on routine, structure, and healthier habits. Even more overdue.

Catch you all later. :)
 
   

 


 
 
rv1501 on
Re: Where I've Been Hiding
Hey Lee dude!

 

Glad to hear things have taken a turn for the better...   

leedman on
Re: Where I've Been Hiding
Sure has been a long time coming. Still lots of challenges, but I keep pushing - you know.
rv1501 on
Re: Where I've Been Hiding
It seems that when the big problems are solved (like jobs, housing, food, money) the little ones are taken care of much easier... the old oxcart gets a lot lighter.
leedman on
Re: Where I've Been Hiding
Money makes a big difference, no doubt. But I tell ya, I sure feel like I'm walking on thin ice still. This current business confounds me at times and I don't know quite what to do about it.
rv1501 on
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What I usually did was stock the pantry and freezers to overflowing... trying to get a head on bills... and then kinda settle back, knowing I was ready for that "rainy day". 

 

Yeah, I'd stock up on Ramen noodles when they went on sale for 10 cents a package and buy 5 or 6 cases or more. 

thearidzone on
Re: Where I've Been Hiding
Yah last year sucked for me too Glad your doing better.
leedman on
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Yes, let's see it keep getting better and those fears and worries are nothing more than figments of my imagination.
thearidzone on
Re: Where I've Been Hiding
Well you either can give in to them or not give in to them; I've done both in my life. I prefer the latter myself
ellen622 on
Re: Where I've Been Hiding
Oh my goodness, broke a shoulder! And a lot more things happening.
So I'm beginning to think my mom was right in saying 'when it rains, it pours'.
That applies to both good and bad, I guess.

Well, I've had my own portion of that as husband passed away last December.
With him gone, problems came rearing its ugly head. lols But my family and I
are doing fine now -- getting our lives back on track again. Smiley

So hang in there; things can only get better. When one's down, the only way to go is up. Blessings to you.


leedman on
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Yes, you are quite right. I have a very dear friend who lost her son a few years back. He would be 19 years old today. I had a brief experience today of the tearing from her soul that she must have experienced. Mine a brief glimpse, hers a continual reminder. Unbelievable. My worries are inconsequential. 
ellen622 on
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That's wisdom there. You'll be just fine, wait and see. Smiley

 
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