I am Crying Spirit of Raw Love

I rebel against labels, labels tend to put people in boxes and then defines who they are and will be. I also witnessed things in my family, including the pain and suffering that has them living small and feeling broken by life that suggests more. In one very cutting (challenging) conversation with my father, I discovered buried and suppressed gifts and sensitivity that has been denied for close to 60 years. I have witnessed things with other people who are messed up emotionally and taking drugs for treatments etc. as well that suggests there is something more to who they are that is being denied.

This begs the question as to why drugging children is so desirable. Do you remember the news when Bush wanted to introduce mandatory screening and drug-treatments in elementary school? What is it that is NOT being understood about these children? When I came across this, my inner-knowing rebeled and I clearly felt that the term Indigo and LightWorker, while they have relevance to a trend, negates one simple truth. We're all spiritual beings having a physical experience.

There is much more to what our existence represents than what many/most people understand. There is a mystery and magic in our daily lives that when embraced lightly in a dance of wonder and joy, amazing things happen.

Historically, my parents, my peers, even kids of today (not all), are not instructed about the mind, body, spirit connection. Identification with the mind and/or body is what keeps them prisoner. When access to the spirit is more complete, more is available and more truth of who they are here to be is experienced and lived out.

I've seen it time and again, when people are out of integrity with their spirit, the disease (dis-ease) from physical, emotional, and psychological levels are impacted to varying degrees with people. I've experienced it during a period of trauma in my own life. I've seen it in some close friends and through extensive conversations came to understand the "demons" that live in them. I've seen it in the papers as trends are reported regarding events at schools, workplace wellness, and so on.

I suggest that it is quite possible that we all have these latent gifts that are readily recognized for LightWorkers and/or Indigo children. I agree that different beings have different gifts and there is also much more that we still need to embrace and engage. We need to unveil the shroud from our own eyes in society so more and more people can break free from the illusion that they have been living.

I have some tremendous gifts that I am still coming to terms with and exercising. It's a mind-trip to say the least - it shatters all that I have been conditioned by in my formative and adult years leading to these days. I sense energy all around me very palpably. I know what others are feeling. I pick up the gunk in the cities (particularly during rush-hour). I metaphorically see things that others don't. I see images in my mind that are related to the thoughts or intentions of others. I have also seen auras frequently during my life and easily dismissed them as light-tricks on my eyes. They are all at varying degrees - sometimes strong, sometimes weak.

The health and well-being of these gifts are in a direct relationship to my health and well-being in my day-to-day. Breaking the barriers is the first step – the old beliefs. Finding resonance with values and core beliefs that have been unspoken are one key to unlocking them. Another fantastic help has been the advancement of science that supports, for example, the principles demonstrated in the movie "What The Bleep Do We Know?"

In addition to that program, another exceptional scientific program titled "The Elegant Universe" approaches the same information from a purely scientific level. This program aired on PBS Nova program and is available online through their site - just google "The Elegant Universe" and you've got it.

On top of that, Dr. Wayne Dyer's Power of Intention program and book is a continuation of the same principles. All of these things are saying the same thing, in slightly different ways. We are co-creators of life, of creation, of every daily event through the power of our intention, and our spiritual gifts, connecting to the source of everything - defined at the scientific level as the String Theory or now known as M-Theory.

String Theory is a band of energy; there is no matter in existence at the minute level that the science has delved. They used to speak of spheres, quarks, etc. only to discover that going deeper and smaller, everything is comprised of these bands of energy. And this band vibrates and defines possibilities, probabilities - nothing is definite. Our intention focuses energy into creating _______ fill-in-the-blank for our lives, etc.

Love is the key. The abundant source is love, it knows no limits, it creates negative and harmful events through the intentions of mankind as we engage in our day-to-day and focus our intention on negative and/or harmful probabilities. So as we think - so we are. So as we believe, it will happen. The same thing occurs when we focus on our dreams, love, and the positive. More of the same is manifested in our lives. There is much yet to learn about this dance with creation and each other. From a biblical perspective, God created man in His own image: Creator, God-like, Loving, Knowledgeable – and more?

More and more people can take their own lives back and begin exercising these spiritual muscles and increase their awareness to the spiritual. It's not that difficult to do and again, falls to the common principle of getting out of the head and into the body. The body is a huge radar dish that picks up signals constantly. We haven't been taught how to use it properly. As we gain power and strength and awareness, everyone will discover their own innate ability to manifest their reality and to discern what is happening around them to make more informed choices. It’s also a gift that comes with great responsibility.

We have freedom; freedom to choose. With choice comes consequence. Therein lies our worst tragedies, our deepest pains, crimes, and more. Those that know can misuse these gifts and can assert control over others who are less capable. Fear represses freedom, whereas love opens the door. There is more, so much more I wish to say about all of this but I’m certain this is sufficient for now. I am working on a book related to all of this. I’m here to remind people who we are. During my Coaches Training at The Coaches Training Institute an exercise of visualization and discovery working with a very skilled coach revealed a calling, a new name and statement, of who I am within. You've seen this character here on Mindsay.

I am Crying Spirit of Raw Love calling forth Spirit.

And I do feel it, very deeply and there IS so much pain in society that I do cry whenever I access that deep well of love and purpose.

Best wishes, Lee