So. Um. I hate my job. Not the specific place or the people, necessarily, although sometimes I do hate it and them...but just the job. The waiting tables thing. I realize that the waiting tables doesn't make a person a loser, but I do feel like a loser. I'm in the same place I was 10 years ago, albeit with more experience. THAT makes me a loser. I have nothing to show of my life except a long string of cashier/waitress jobs. I have immense customer service experience. I have patience with people. Thats it. That's all I can say. I went to a resume instructional site and just had to leave. I mean, what do I really have to offer? "achievements" ? Well, let's see...I show up for work 99.9% of the time...I've called out sick once or twice...I show up for work within 15 minutes of the scheduled time about 90% of the time. Um...I guess I do my job ok. I haven't been fired yet. But then again we have an HR dept. so it's really really hard to get fired where I work...unless you steal or no-call-no-show. I am so lazy, though, that the most I ever do about it is feel depressed. I signed up for school again. I guess that's good. Lets see if I can stick to it this time! Maybe that can be my first accomplishment. I'm only 30 years old! Who needs accomplishments? Oh, everyone else has them? OOOH oops. I guess I'm a worthless loser! Oh and by the way...I hate it when I go looking for another joe-job and they have a "career" button...like anyone wants to make a career out of waiting tables or running a cash register. HAH! (I'd love to live from paycheck to paycheck in a rental house with no appliances for the rest of my life!)
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