Soooo New years. Who is thinking about resolutions, I know i should. 

So here is my list:

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Yeah all blank I dont think it is worth making resolutions when you know you wont even fulfill them. Just a waste of time and thought. Sure you can fool everyone else but when it comes down to it in the end you cant fool yourself and thats the only person that these really matter to.

 

Instead of planning the future I am going to look at the past and learn from it all. Just think about it, the stuff you should have done, would have done, wanted to do, how you changed, what made you happy, made you sad, what you regret and what you dont, how honest you were, who you were genuine with, the people in general. Who was there when you started and suddenly left as fast as they came, who you care about but have strayed away from, who you kept close and who you chased away. the people you loved and the ones you hated. Think about the songs, the ones you drove to, the ones you loved and the ones who drove you nuts. How you changed and how you are the same. From all that you learn, change and all these interactions and experiences make something inside us happen. we transform and become something new with every memory, thought, action that happens. With every second that passes by we are different, so learn from your past and your future will be easier.

 

Im going to be 17 soon. Woooohooooo