So I managed to sneak out

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kristalstjean

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..of the pep rally, despite the threats of being dragged to the office from the principal over the intercom.

I got my lab done, but I did it in Physics Class and at lunch, which to me is almost as worse as not doing it at all or handing it in late, because it just took me away from other work I should have been doing... >___>.

Whatever, it is my own damn fault. I don't deserve sympathy for neglecting my priorities.

Anywho, so day 3 with playdough and still only 1 eyelash pulled and that was on the first day with it. Unfortunately I pulled so much out the previous days before the playdough that I can no longer successfully hide all my bald spots. But yet again this is my own damn fault and I don't deserve sympathy for this. I just thought I'd inform the internet over my petty little problems like every other spoiled teenager.

Ugh negative thoughts..saying shit about me being a spoiled teenager is almost as bad as me bitching about my problems, because it is yet another attention thing. *sigh*.

But anywho, I'm out for now, and hopefully the next time I blog (which will be probably in a few days) I'll be a better person.

Till then,

-Kristal

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randomhighjinx on

Re: So I managed to sneak out

I don't think you're a spoiled teenager (speaking as one who'd been called a spoiled kid most her life) lol some people don't know the meaning of that word. But you're not spoiled at least I don't think so.

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kristalstjean on

Re: So I managed to sneak out

Thanks^_^

I just feel like I am because I abuse and ignore alot of my oprutunities when it comes to education (ie not doing homework, thinking about not going to univercity right after grad, etc).

I do agree that there are some worse people out there though. Alot of the people in my school (preppy chicks especially) bitch about how much work they got to do and stuff, and I always find myself thinking "at least you have that fucking opprotunity! deal with it!"

But I guess we are all human and are intitled to our own feelings. I just always feel like mine are meaningless when I have such great opprotunities for a good life.

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randomhighjinx on

Re: So I managed to sneak out

thats not spoiled, that's just wanting to be lazy and you sound EXACTLY like me. I totally didn't want to ever go to college, but then I did, and it felt like one of the best things ever. I guess it makes a difference when it's your money.

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kristalstjean on

Re: So I managed to sneak out

Ah i see. Well I do what to go to univercity but I also want to make sure to have a better social life as well (because I haven't in the past).

I will definately go though before 21. I'll either take an extra year of high school after this year or just a couple generic courses for my first year.

I'll figure things out .