Pretty big thoughts for a spoiled teenager?

I suppose. I know their are MUCH more spoiled people out their than I.

However, I can't stop thinking lately about how good I got it, and I always end up comparing myself to the African kids or the kids in the holocaust who had to work at factories for 12+ days...and then I feel like a peice of shit for taking advantage of my opprotunities (IE school). 

I know exactly how you feel. But if it bugs you that bad... do something about it? Take advantage of the things at school, have fun, enjoy your advantages. The only direction you can go in life is forward.

That's what I've been trying to do. I've been really working on getting motivated so I don't make the same mistakes as last year and end up failing classes.

 

I also think if I start helping others more that I'd feel better. Once I get motivated and start to get into the groove of doing work, I think I'm going to help my friends more or do charity work.

Just don't burn yourself out lol

I'll try not to, lol.

Thanks for your support ^____^ *hugs*

*hugs, pets* Anytime lol

*hugs and pets back*

*purrs*

lol, i thought i had left a reply to this yesterday... but it seems i just meant to and didn't actually do it!!! ^_^

i really don't think you're as bad as you think you are.... you're being waaaaay too hard on yourself, which [at this level of being mean to yourself] won't do any good. In a twisted sort of way this self loathing thing is probbably being used [not conciously!] as an excuse for not doing other things. It goes something like "i suck so bad that i can't even do my homework... so what's the point in trying?"  i guess it's kinda like a self fufilling prophesy? [spelling sucks, btw!]

my advice from experience is to try not to think so negatively and bash on yourself, that does no good when it's not constructive criticsm. Aaaand, what helped me the most was rewarding myself when i did things i was supposed to do! for example "after i write this paper i can have some ice cream!! woot woot!"

it helped me a lot! scouts honor!

:-)

Lol, thanks for all the advice. I've heard this a million times before and sometimes I need to hear it again. I completely agree: it really does help. But I've been doing btter..like for example, yesterday I actually did a tiny microscopic bit of homework! Not enough to help me much at all, but still, enough to make me feel like "Hey! I'm not as stupid as I think I am!" 

 

Thanks so much ^_^ *hugs*

*giant hugs back* ^_^
and you're nowhere near as stupid as you think you are! you're really smart, it's easy to tell... for example, you don't type like an idiot. lol. and you make sense!!!

Yay! Thanks ^_^

Lol... Well, I don't type like an idiot anymore because I'm more concious of how I type now-a-days. Every now and then I go back to my old blogs and I made no sence back then I used sentences like "Heyyy there u guys ", I had run-on sentences, used way too many smilies, etc.

 

But I guess that's just growing up, . Plus now I actually proof read before I reply to a comment or make a blog (unless I am in a rush or something).

nah, even then it wasn't that stupid, either. i've seen waaaay worse! and you can never have too many smilies :-)

"wut up grlie? r u two gud fur us peeps?"

that kind of thing pisses me off. :-P

Teehee. Thanks^_^
And that is the sort of "chat" that pisses me off as well. That's way to much text talk D: