Well...life is strange

So, pretty much, the last week was me going to Kairos for a Second Time. And to those who dont know what that is, its basically a retreat for seniors to go and break down to the point where they show their true sides. So for the last four five days i've been emotionally beaten down even as a leader this time around. I loved my group, i truely had an extraordinary group, they bonded so well.

 

So, right now im faced with some drama. I have a girlfriend, but we haven't seen each other since we got together, about 3 weeks ago...>.<...and then i liked this other girl, who goes to my school. I dont know if its because i truely like her more than my girlfriend, or if its just that the distance has been driving me insane and that this girl see's me every day. So, even with that theres drama, this one girl does like me, but my friends that we have in common say that they would lose respect for her if she ever dated me. I find that ridiculous and judgemental. I really hate highschool sometimes