Since being in NY I have been missing my family more than ever in my life. I get to talk to them on the phone from time to time and see them on networking sites, but it's not the same as being in the presence of another human being with whom you really relate. I had a dream I was talking on the phone to my mother and the wife of my husband's godfather somehow broke in on the conversation at the point when I was saying something about going back to NJ to live and she said really loudly " oh NO you are NOT!!! ". I was like, HOW did you get it on my CELL PHONE conversation? Weird dream, right?
I do get to be online and have
live chat with my little sister from time to time, but it's not the same as being with her and being able to squish her baby :P * I call him my squishy and he looks at me like I am nuts LOL *. Recent events have made me have visions of my grandmother and even say to myself WWGD (What would Gma Do?). I am the only one to ever refer to her as Gma. UGH! I wish I could have recorded her voice on a tape so I could hear it again. I still hear her in my head singing her favorite songs and saying "This, too, shall pass" among other things. *sigh* What I wouldn't give to be able to bring her another parfait from McDs. She loved them and she always called them something different than their name LOL.
Let me stop bending your ears and eyes with my woeful tales. I just miss my family, the way we were...not what we are becoming *my little sister knows what I mean by that*. Lord, help me!
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