When there's so much for us, I know
-Dashboard
So last night was a little rocky. I suppose that just means we're human. I used to be the person who would spill everything about a relationship into her blog, but I'm not doing that anymore. There were hurt feelings all around, but we'll be okay.
Soooo. I really felt like last night sermon was directed at me. I know it wasn't, but a lot of the subject matter related back to my past. And if you know anything about my past, which I highly doubt, you know it isn't as pristine or orthodox as it could have been. It's laced with a lot of confusion and depression.
There's just a lot of stuff I'm not proud of. Some of it wasn't my fault, and I know that. Other things I just wish never happened. I spent a lot of time just sitting in closets and dark rooms when I was younger.
But that's all over now. It still sucks to think about it, but I couldn't be happier with my new life.
I have the most amazing boyfriend I could ask for. It's true.
PS. My scalp got sunburned a couple days ago... and now it's peeling :o( It hurts.
oh and PPS. I went through orientation yesterday at Taco Mac. It went well and my first day on the job is Monday. I work a double. Oh my.
depression
