I remember you called me over the summer and left me a voicemail and I still have it, haha. And every time I listen to it I always remember how I forgot to call you back. =/

oh yeah I did call you.
You still kept it?
And you listen to it periodically?

Yeah that was a tragic event.

Haha you have a cute voice, so yeah I kept it.
And when I save all my voicemails/my job calls me asking to come in and I never call them back, I go through the motions to listen and save the three epic voicemails I keep in there (yours being number two, only because that's the order I received the voicemails.)

It was, I always feel bad...especially when we didn't talk for a long time and then I wondered how you were, then we got engaged, and now we're getting married....ridiculous how things work out.

Aww thanks
That makes me happy
haha, well at least I'm not third. =3
Well I guess since you save it every once in a while is nice. Brings warmth to this heart of mine

Yeah I know, it was like a falling out. Then I saw one of your posts that sparked interests, and I thought to myself "hey there."
And here we are again aren't we?
Well I think the thing to make you feel better is to pick up that phone and give me a call sometime. hehe.
It's never too late.

Hahaha, yeah I listened to it last night...which makes me sound really creepy, awesome!

I'd call you more often but I am so horribly awkward and shy on the phone, it's ridiculous.

No, that's not creepy. It just makes it seem like you need something that's kinda missing in your life. 
Yeah, it is awesome. It's like the Grinch with his heart growing bigger.... but not literally because that would be a heart attack.

Well... How about I call you? I mean, sometimes that is better if you're shy. I mean, then it's not like you trying to confront someone? Are you seeing what I am saying? This is actually hard to articulate.

Hahaha, yeah the whole affection via phone calls is missing in my life. I can't really remember the last time I had a nice conversation on the phone, or at least one that didn't make me cry mid-call...those are the worst, only because I'm not good with feelings.

But yeah, you can call me. I'm not sure when, I suppose Friday would be a good bet if I'm not passed out in my bed all night or out doing who knows what...I get what you're saying, haha. The only downside to people calling me is if I get too nervous I ignore the call instead of picking up...I am so weird sometimes. =/ I have a lot of social anxiety in case you couldn't tell.

Yeah I guess. But that was just something that makes me feel special you know? Someone awesome out there is listening to me and it doesn't make them want to puke!
I'm pretty good with phone conversations. I haven't made anyone cry. Well I had someone call me crying but that was different. Totally different. I'm pretty considerate aside.

yeah maybe friday. It'd be a nice change of pace. I won't keep you on too long though.
But if I do, please don't get all nervous on me and not answer! It would make me ever so sad, okay?
=)

Haha aw. Well, yeah, I keep only the best voicemails I get, so yeah. I rarely puke, and I rarely cry...but they happen occasionally. Mainly when I'm talking about my feelings when they're overly serious. Which, in turn, makes me ridiculous. I'm not good a phone conversations and I usually laugh a lot...which makes me look stupid and always leaves the other person saying, "What's so funny?" when it's really nothing, it's just me being nervous.

But yes, maybe Friday...then I wouldn't be so busy. I can stay on the phone for however long you wish, doesn't matter. I might as well get used to it, because we are getting married after all. Haha, besides I wouldn't want you to be sad or anything, then I'd feel bad.

Yeah. Well if I am nervous I might do something in a similar fashion. Or try and crack jokes that aren't really that great, hehe.
Don't worry, you'll be fine. Just remember you can't really do anything wrong in my eye...well ear, unless you start telling me about carrots. haha.

Yeah I have to do something saturday morning, but from 9 and maybe 10 or 10:30 would be good?
Yeah you should get used to it. Besides what will our family think if we of all people didn't have a line of communication?!?!

Hahaha awwwwwww :]

Alright well that's fine, if I don't pick up (I might be sleeping) you can just keep calling me and wake my ass up, hahaha.

Yeah, I'm a real goofball when I am in a situation like that, haha. But some reason I can't help but go to them. =3


All right, I have your permission to bug ya!
Well if you don't I'll just leave you a nice message.

Haha, I feel you. I've been down that road more times than a few.

Yeah definitely feel free to hit me up :]

We all have. But you know, it's people like you that are traps for those situations. haha.

Will do lady ma'am.
but 10:30 the latest, I have to take a test Saturday anyway. So the down side is that will be the one day I am not to stay up too late.

Hahaha, damn people like me.

Alright well that's fine...I doubt I'll want to be up too late anyway. Who knows those.

Yeah, it's the high cost of living. Same people that make you want to stick around are the same ones that drive you nuts!

Cool. So tomorrow. Man, I am frantic, I am trying to finish working on papers in school to make up for them because the marking period is over tomorrow!!!!
Gah! I am trying to get the half year classes really good because they can't be compensated with a whole year grade.

Hahaha that's so true, ridiculously true, actually.

I feel you. I hate the end of the semester. Every teacher seems to pile up last minute work that they should've been teaching throughout the semester at the end. I hate thattttttttt.

Yeah, astounding.
You are my nut.

Yeah. me and a friend did an essay and it got a 41... we need to fix it badly. It was because we did it in two days at a total of three hours?
Well problem was that it turned to be more opinionated rather than factual... I mean I know my opinion are correct.

Hahaha awwww.

Damnnnn. I was surprised because the last essay I wrote for my class got a 99 and I did it in twenty minutes or some shit, and I just wrote it to write it. I think my teacher just graded it to grade it or something? Not sure, maybe because it was about God and such...who knows.
I know your opinions are correct, go kick your teacher in the throat.

Yeah, and you added me on myspace. Haha. Love it.
Nice surprise coming home. I ordered about 32 dollars worth of patches off of interpunk and they came today AND  now this?


Well it was good. It was about Hospital administrators or something. Not too bad otherwise. But now we are just, well I am, adding three to four sentences to each paragraph of actual facts to say "This is why I am right fuck face"
haha, yeah. I thought it was funny as I was explaining it to our partner that... Which was funny because how can an opinion be right? Opinion. Haha.

Yes! Because my friend sent me a comment and I was like, "Fuck! I have to go on SatanSpace now" then I remembered I had to add you and I felt better about using that piece of shit website again.

Hahaha, well that's cool and all. I did another essay about how I obsess over people and shit and my teacher gave me a 98...crazyyyyyyyyy! But yeah I don't know where I'm going anymore.

I took my Bomber Flight to the dry cleaners. But once that thing gets back then I am putting that stuff on there.
Yeah. Nice to come home to that. But some nice pictures. All semi abstract. And all up your nose!

How'd the essay go? I can't imagine what you could say about such a topic?

I know!!! I can't help it, they all just...end up like that. The default one was from my birthday and is probably the best picture ever taken of me. Hahaha.

Uhh...it started off with my obsession about musicians, which led into my obsession with strangers, all of which ended up becoming an analogy of a lion feasting on a baby zebra...my teacher liked my obsessions and my violence in the analogy. I might post it tomorrow or something.

Yeah, you can kinda catch a glimpse of me on the side of the pictures with the Jolly Green Giant. I hope to get some nice ones February 6 to put up of me.

Nice. Am I one of those strangers?

Haha awww :] Good luck with your show.

Yeah, you've become one seeing as now all I do is wonder when I will talk to you next. I am such a creeperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Wow. I was actually really scared to write the obsession essay because I was afraid my teacher would send me to a counselor or some shit like that.

Yeah, first one we are going to perform. We also sell patches. They are in the section of the albums on the page. Plus we mail them too. Disclosed of course. Buck for mailing or 50 cents with a self addressed envelope... or free if you love us! I make them myself. As well as being my design we all agreed on. Demo cds soon. dirt cheap as well.
You aren't a creeper. I mean, I don't think it counts if I feel the same way about you.
Funny, my pen name is "TheStranger" most  of the time. cool enough that you found me! Me too though. I am sitting in class and I am hittin' refresh every now and then just to see if you were back to talk to me. haha, then there is the time when I responded to the beared one. I was sitting with a friend in classa and I said, look at that! And I was just really honestly curious. Haha, I mean I know we talked before but I had to go and take that risk and see if you did.

Yeah, I did an essay for a scholarship and being meticulous as I am for credit I printed out the scholarship offline and also printed a separate copy of the essay (speaking of which, go vote for me daily! on all of them. www.brickfish.com/thestranger) But I included a story of me at a concert were we snuck backstage and I had a beer with the Used... she said it was not school appropriate. haha.

Hahaha awww. I did that this morning from my phone, but it wouldn't let me reply or anything anymore. Sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't. Currently I can just approve comments and update, haha. But yeah. I did that at work the other night too, and I was like, "WOW THIS IS SO CUTE." and a customer was confused as to what I was talking about, when I was just talking about getting replies from you hahaha. My manager was jealous as hell.

Hahah, I wrote an essay about how many guys have broken up with me/hurt me and my teacher said it was too personal because it was supposed to be a letter to your family or something, but I didn't know that and I just wrote and wrote and wrote. It only lead to a 95, but whatever.

did what this morning from your phone?
haha, what was so cute, and you said that out loud?


Yeah, I've done some pretty bad ones, I mean they just kinda drew the line. Yeah I had one serious girlfriend. Went pretty bad. I am over that now.

Checked to see if you replied, hahaha.
One of your replies was cute, I think it was when you introduced "The Barber" and yeah I never censor myself anymore and just say whatever it is I'm thinking out loud pretty much.

Yeah, I've had a few serious relationships. I think only two people have feel had a huge impact on me, but...eh whatever. It's all the past now.

Yeah. I always check. I mean I haven't been this into mindsay in a while. hahaha.
I try and make every reply as riveting as the next.
That's good. Yeah, I avoided essay writing for about ten minutes to talk to you, haha.

Yeah all past. Whatever, it's you and me now, right?
Just throw all that past stuff into the XBox and burn it.

Hahah same here. I havent gotten this many comments in forever either. Haha dude don't let me distract you from school work! Haha yes you and me and that's that.

yeah, I am going to sleep then I am going to wake up early and go and do that essay with my friend after I pick him up and win!

That makes me feel awesome.

Hahaha good luck :]

gah, I got lost on the way to his house. It was about 6 in the morning and dark still. And I lost my music player thing.... I think U2 was on the radio....

Thanks. I am working on it right now. I wish this didn't have to be this way. I'd rather have us talk instead of doing more essays.

That sucksssssssss. I hate waking up when it's still dark out :[

I feel you. I had to write two essays, each were close to 5 pages, lame.

OH man, I passed that half year class. I mean a 72 or 74 isn't too bad. I mean considering me and the gang screwed around for half the year. And turned in a crap load of stuff the last day.... I do not regret the things that I have done, only the things that I have not.

Yeah I lost my phone in the driveway at my friends house. I am friends with Jason and his sister. But I called my phone to see where it was and she answered. She said she knew who's phone it was because the choking cat icon on the background. haha.

Hahaha that's good then, definitely.

You told me about this...and most likely I laughed the whole time.

yeah mysteriously the grade went up from a 41 in a day!.....


Yeah that could apply to anything I said. honestly.

haha that's still awesome.

and yeah, it could. ha.

Yeah, dropped to my knees in class. haha. I was excited.

 

Now I can only imagine you literally laughing when you type "haha" or something.

Awww :]

I usually am literally laughing if I do type "haha"

I grabbed my friends arm and we all celebrated with jovial chatter because the four of us always messed around and didn't know if we'd make it. Well it is good that I am not going to be in the same economics class as any other them. We're being split up. But it will be better work wise for me.

Aww, that's soooooooooo cute. I wanna give you a hug, you laughing fool.

Hahaha, I know my friends and I have done that when we thought we bombed classes but magically passed.

Hahaha, that made my morning :]

Yeah, hopefully when I am working alone I won't bee too distracted...
I mean what would that say if I bombed a class without friends to distract me?!?!

Ah, came back for more?
We'll check in next time for more of the same. haha.

Hahaha I feel you.

Hahah :]

haha... I just sent a message to my friend via mail. And I said "We'll see"
and she said " Okay...
That was surprisingly vague for you."
hahaha She was right

Haha, that is vague. You usually have a lot more to say than that. I'm usually the vague one. 

Yeah I know.
You are
Well either vague, or giggles.

I'm mainly giggles...when I'm not giggles, I'm very straight forward and to the point. I don't do details, because the way I think is that everybody else knows what I'm talking about, why should I have to explain it?

Yeah I got what you meant. And that was the most you've typed in a while hahah, just kidding. Just poking fun.

But I see what you mean. I know what you mean sometimes. And you know honestly. Sometimes a giggle is all I need.

Haha no, it was. I don't know, a lot of the times I don't know what to say...plus I have a lot of social anxiety, and blah blah blah.

Yeah, I feel you.

Blah blah. Well so do I.
Which is funny because I kinda do the opposite of you. Kinda talking more.
So I'll be your complimentary counterpart.

Yeah. I'm sure you do, giggles.

There we go, we're perfect for each other!!!

I agree.
I agree so much.
Karl and his creeper. haha. Well publically known as Sammy!!!!! hehe

Hahahahah :] So great!

Well
How about I make you my background?
That fishy facey face picture is kinda cute and junk. Plus it would put us on the same level. hahahaha, now you aren't creeper on your own. I mean if that's all right?

Hahaha you can if you want!
That picture was on my birthday, which was ironically a week after the most momentous night of my life/after being completely destroyed, yaaaaaay!
But you can, yeah, I have no problem with that :]

Cool. I have a picture where I was just kind of scowling against a wall holding a funny looking cup of beer... I should show you.

Okay I did it, now I have awesomeness splattered all over my screen. better than what I had before.
my computer is so cute now!

You should show me! Hahaha.

Hahah awww :]

email address.
I'll send you the picture and a copy of a song that I wanted you to hear.

thatswhatsupapocalypse@yahoo.com
haha

 will be receiving it shortly.