fuck today, good fuck.

Welllll. What is new? I don't know. I am looking for a car and my friend Ricky (Melanie's brother) and his fiance took it upon themselves to help , me look which was nice and I found one of the cars interesting. They also picked me up from school and I paid them a sum of money and got to play with their son for a bit. I gave him a 5 dollar bill because that was the only one of the bills he could say.
I am about ready to stab Melanie's eyes out. Not that I am involved with her. but just out of stupidity.  Why the fuck did she call me today? I don't need to hear from her. Nor is it helping. I'd rather know why the fuck she is talking to me at all. I am going to find out soon. It kinda needs to be known for my sanity. What does she want from me. I don't know. Anything i want from her is long gone because what I want isn't as simplistic as all that. So anything I don't want her to try and use me again. So fuck off. Checking on me, bullshit.

Hanging out with Jessica later today after I get out of school. Niiice. She'll drive me home. maybe we'll go out to dinner or something nice like that. Anything to enjoy the company of one another. So it should be good. We planned it out either Monday or Tuesday. I postponned Monday to Tuesday because of Mel's birthday thing but  I said fuck it and didn't go because. Well I was invited by her and said she would love me to be there. But I wasn't told what time and then I never got called back so it was just kind of a "fuck it, I'm in the dark again." So i should have done something Monday with Jessica. But Tuesday works as well.
I met a nice guy at some bar tonight. We were spectators in some conflict. I had a cocktail and he had a beer. We talked for a good while and exchanged names and wished we ran into each other another day. I think his name was Adam or Allen. I will recognize him. I appreciate stuff like that. Not just some radom ass people but people that are interesting and have struck a conversation with me, something meaningful and then we wish to meet again. So on so forth.

Any questions from the peanut gallary?